I wonder why...

I've been very tired lately even though I'm not working and no discussion meetings for last week.I work also very easy,only 4hrs and its not a everyday thing.

Everyday i will have to wake up early in the morning even though i got nothing to do,just because i don't want to stay at home,not my home anyway,just the room.I guess that's the reason of me being so tired,sleep late every night and have to wake up early without a point.

I need a space of my own so that i can be at home anytime i want,do whatever i want at my own home.Talked to mum the other day,as far as i know,i think i wont be pursuing my degree next year.Sad to say,i need to stay back here in Malaysia for at least a year or maybe more because i need to work first then after few years later then i only go for my degree.

Now i come to making a choice whether to be a air stewardess or working in the fashion line.I got all the good contacts in fashion line already but as a fresh grad,the salary will not be that enough when i need to pay this and that when comes to that time.I thought of going to try for another time for Air Asia,since i've been through their first interview before so i will know what to prepare myself to.Is just that time will not be enough for me if i'm a air stewardess and it will be like 3 years contract so how will i be able to study by then?Is it too old for it already??And i'm afraid i'll be lazy already after working.But i believe if i got the determination,i can do it.

Another weird suggestion from a customer i'm serving that day when i'm working,its a indian guy.He was like asking me what am i studying this and that..and he suggested that i go to become a actress and it must be a comedy movie.I was like "?????okay...".If i have a few inches more,modelling will be perfect for me.I wish.Obviously i wont take my customer's suggestion into consideration,i wont want to make myself looks like a fool.

Starting to get busy after today,doing our final marketing project.Busy busy busy...i wonder how can i cope.Have to finish this third report by next January 25th.I don't think i can even enjoy my birthday.

Finally though,i rented a new place.Paid deposit already,getting the keys this Thursday.Good good good.Finally wei....:P

*i lost weight!not much but only 3kgs...need to loss more and more...

Popo Chen's 81st Birthday

This time is not the same anymore,no more family gathering no more celebration.Till Dad texted me just now to remind me about grandma birthday and asked us to call her.So i called.

Me : tut tut..tut tut(phone rings)...hello,nenek mane?(talking to the maid)
Maid : siapa nih?
Me : jess...
Maid : nanti ya...
Popo : hello..who is this?*cantonese*
Me : Popo chen..its me,jess arh
Popo : where have you been arh?you naughty girl leh
Me : KL lor...no naughty la
Popo : you arh must study hard arh...get the knowledge and it will be your assets in the future..nothing to be worry now just concentrate on your studies*english*
Me : i will i will...Po..Happy Birthday!
Popo : *sounded happy* ei you still remember arh...thank you.But it was yesterday
Me : yea...i know.Popo still don't want to sleep meh?
Popo : Not yet la...old people also cannot sleep one...later la
Me : Then okla po...You take care.
Popo : Okla...you be good arh.Good night...bye
Me : Ok..bye.

Wah...i was thinking.Starting of the coonersation already say i'm naughty girl.I wonder who is that who tell her that.You know i know la right.Sigh...i felt so bad,one old lady celebrating her birthday with the maid.

Well i have not posted any blogs since the last one.My apologize and i hope its not too late.Hahaha...lyrics.Having a bad headache the whole day,low blood pressure i supposed.No matter how much i sleep,the headache will still be there.Been busy lately,with discussion meet ups and assignments.Even got job also i push away....