Thursday, August 20, 2009
Challenges in life
What can I do?
Nothing.I can only take this as a challenge in life.
Stay focus and positive and go through every single day with a smile begining of the day and the end of it.
I miss home.I miss mum's cooking.I miss travelling.I miss college life.I miss getting up every in the afternoon and lepak until late at night.I miss working in Godiva.I miss looking out the shop and trying to impress every cute guys passing by. :P
Sigh.......
Eventhough I got friends with me...lots of party and happy hours I sometimes do feel lonely.I guess I needed someone to be there for me.After all I'm still a girl who also need people to care and pampered along the way eventhough I'm strong or I looked strong to most of the people who know me but there's also time I feel like giving up,exhausted and weak.The question is who?and when? and am I ready?
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Unlucky?
It's already a month plus flying.It's not as glamorous as you can see.Tiring.There's one day,I said the most "sorry" in my life...not only "sorry" but to say something like "i know it's my mistake i know i'm careless,i'm so sorry".People who have known me..LOL they'll be laughing at me while saying "now you know how it feels!"
Been very emo lately.Feels life has become more and more meaningless these day.Till today I still don't know whether this is what I really want or not.Everyone seems so far away,everything.I feel loneliness deep inside.I miss home.So I take my 3 days off to go home. :)
Celebrated Mummy's Day.Is just so nice to be home.All the nice food..ahhh yummy!I brought mummy,popo,yiyi and jie to Capri and we talked for so long.They never stayed up so late before especially in Sitiawan except for jie of course.Went to Pangkor Island with jie the next day to meet my long time no see friend and of course sun bathing...I just love the beach so much but! i lost my newly-original-headphones....arggghhh!!!!!!!!!!
I've been missing a lot of things lately;
first my zebra SEw900 phone and my first-time-using-my own-money-to-buy phone,
second RM70 (i think i dropped it),
third the other day when i get my digi RM10 reload from the atm,i accidently throw the receipt with the reload number on it and only realize it the next day,
and forth my headphones!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
am I careless or is just plain bad luck?Damn!!!
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Lucky me
Sigh...that girl that I mention on my previous post.She got no choice but to drop batch.How sad we was when she told us that before we went for our aircraft visit.She's a very cute and friendly girl and kind and fun too.Even though we aged the same,I feel like I'm a big sister to her.Or maybe is just me,I felt that I got this bond with her albeit we only know each other for about one and a half month or so.
Today class started at 1115am and I was late for 15mins because there was a massive jam while on the way to KL Sentral.But when I reached,luckily the class was about to start and the instructor didn't notice me if not I'll get my 3rd explanation letter.We had role play and shouting command for today.It was fun.But I didn't get to shout :( cos we got not enough time and Friday is our Door Drill.I'm thinking where can I practice my shouting...hmm...my apartment?no way!!later the whole block also come out and thinks that I'm crazy or something...Geez no way man!
Counting down to 2 more days to my dear babe 21st birthday!I can't wait babe!Let's party!
Monday, February 23, 2009
:)
That was just our assumption though...or its our fantasy?Well we may find out the answer and we might not.
So we head on to take our bus.When the bus take off,the nicely decorated with wedding ribbon car was just driving next to our bus.Haha...apparently the indian gentlemen who we saw holding the flowers was just a driver.The bride is a malay lady nicely dressed in her gold malay female traditional dress sitting next to her bride's mate at the back seat.
I felt a bit disappointed though.But it's still so sweet to even just think about the first thought we had though.
Friday, February 20, 2009
Possession
For the first time,I can feel freedom is in the air surrounding me when I woke up this morning.Relieved I would say even though I never expect this will happen so soon.But I did felt a little disappointed and a little angry plus a little...well I don't know...
Today class was not too much to absorb.We got a lot of real life stories from our instructor today.It's really interesting working in aviation industry,it's fun.And there is ghost stories too.The last story before we dismiss the class is about people got possessed,something about people rare little ghost to protect their belongings and family etc. So one colleague/classmate of mine was asking more details about being possessed by the spirit because her sister was experiencing weird things when she hear people praying,she'll get very furious.Then the sister came(they joined AA together at the same batch somemore) and listen.The instructor told her to pray more and the instrustor admitted that she found her eyes very challenging everytime she looked at her.Then the sister suddenly kept quiet,her eyes turned still and never blinked looking at the instructor furiously then her sister grabbed her trying to calm her down by lying her down on the table.Her eyes still still and not blinking and her whole body was struggling as if she was fighting inside of her.With the help of other instructors and staff after half an hour or more trying to get the evil spirit out of her,they succeeded,with a loud screaming of pain when she's back to her ownselve.
I went home alone unfortunately trying get rid of her look that doesn't belongs to her.My hands were shaking earlier when they're in the midst of helping her,I helped too but I know I didn't helped that much because I don't know what to help,I felt so guilty.I faced difficulties in sleeping alone at night...Even though I've seen it with my own eyes,I still find it hard that this kinda things does exists and yes it does.
Thursday, February 12, 2009
Long time no see
There's a few reason why my blog has been frozen for so long;
1) my lappy got problem
2) the connection at my place got problem
3) 1 and a half months back I was busy working during the festive season
4) after that I got called from Air Asia to start training immediately
5) I need to wake up every morning at 530am to prepare for training and it finishes at 6pm Mon-Sat
6) few days after that I gotta prepare for my 21st birthday
7) usually after training I'll go shopping for CNY
8) ....CNY...
9) came back from Sitiawan for training on the 2nd day of CNY *how sad :'(
10) went back again on the weekends coz Saturday no class
11) came back feeling extremely tired and yet still have to wake up early in the morning to go for training,walk also floating then after training went house visiting and house warming,gambled lost rm150 then went to another friend's house...nearly fainted
12) sent lappy to repair so that's why now I can online :)
There's more to be updated but I gotta sleep now.SO stay tuned!
Thursday, December 04, 2008
Recent Happenings
Hmmm..let's imagine getting drunk on Monday night,you going to open shop the next morning,in an event where all your colleagues is there.Well I went to my company director's RM2mil wedding at Shangri-La Hotel.The night when we went is the forth wedding dinner,they got 5 receptions all together.After dinner and champagnes,we went to Pulse @ Grand Millenium Hotel,free flow babe!



Sunday, November 16, 2008
Air Asia Interview
I'm all alone at the shop now because of the KLCC stupid yearly power shutdown.I have to take care all my babies aka the chocolates,blast the airconds and leave before 12am.Crap!
I'm so bored.No one in msn that I can chat with.Nothing to do in facebook so that's why I'm here blogging.But I really don't know what I should write about.
Well well well...lemme think..hmmm...well I got my highlights into dark blue because I went to the Air Asia walk-in interview yesterday at Renaissance Hotel.Lucky I didn't go in the morning I heard it was packed and busy.By the way,I got shortlisted and waiting for their second interview without having to queue up for 2 hours at least to wait for my turn.This time only took me about less than 20 minutes include filling up their forms.
So before all that,I went to Sg. Wang to take passport sized photo and a full body photo.I went looking around for so long,well not for the passport size photo but the full body photo.So I came to this shop at BB Plaza,there's this old uncle.At first he's charging me RM30 for 1 freaking copy of a full body photo.Then I left,try to look for other shop but then all also don't have.So I have to go back to the uncle shop.This time he gave me discount,only RM25 for one copy,I got no choice but to say okay.So he took a few shots then he let me choose.When I was holding the camera looking at it,he hold me at the waist and keep telling me I'm pretty I sure can get the job bla bla bla...In my mind I was thinking,sigh this uncle so old already somemore so pervert he can be my grandfather already but nevermind la just treat him as one lor.Then before I leave his shop,he asked me to go and look for him when I'm free wor.I was like -_-" okay~
Then when I reached Renaissance Hotel they say I have to take new photos because they need a white background and they have this small little booth that provide the service.Its RM25 for a full body and a passport size photo.I was like...You know what I'm feeling?????!!!Damn it!!!!
Anyway,there's a price to pay for you to get something.Hopefully I get this!!!
Activities after work
I had a awesome night last night.Went to Zouk with Jordan,my senior from secondary school&band.I entered using his friend's girlfriend I.C.Hehehe smart.Alyse and Betty was there also.Had a little problem with the guest lists which pissed Jordan off a little.Get to know Jin from Hitz.fm through Jordan.As you know Zouk is under renovation.I don't really like the place now,no podium and very stuffy,like what Alyse said the place is like on fire,our hair stinks like hell.Well I prefer the old Zouk which has podium and the space is bigger.
Oh and another best place will be Euphoria.Non-smoking club.Bigger space.A lot of podium.And our hair doesn't stinks.That's the best thing about it and good for us who don't smoke.At least I don't need to walk all the way from KLCC to Pavilion to wash my hair.Well I went Euphoria 2 weeks ago before I went to Singapore for training.Eventhough I don't like the music they played on Saturday but we had a lot of fun.I know you guys must be suprised,I broke my virginity of having Flaming Lamboghini and tequila pop.LOL.And that's where me and Alyse bumped into Jordan.It was a crazy night.The next day me and Alyse morning shift somemore,I'm late and both of us was so fucking blur the whole day.Hahahahaha..it was funny.
Then last Saturday I went poppy with Alyse again. :) And it's crazy too.Luckily my friend knows the bouncer and they let us in eventhough they checked our I.C.The dance floor was packed..both of us sweat like mad.But its not that stuffy as Zouk though..maybe because its open air.Met a few friends there,bumped into Evie when we were leaving.Hmmm what else?...Oh ya and luckily there's no road block because I fetch Alyse back all the way to Wangsa Melati then I drove back to Cheras and I'm high.
I fucking need a camera!
Friday, November 14, 2008
New haircut,new friends and new happenings

Well I had a great time there apart from the training.Met up with Betty dear of course and Mei.Then we had korean dinner with Betty's cousin,Ivan and his friend Jon at Far East.Then we went to Sentosa Island to the Cafe Delma.

Well sorry I couldn't finish my blog now coz I'm feeling sleepy already after my flu medicine and some distraction from msn...anyway will update more on my first time to Ministry of Sound Euphoria,clubbing at Poppy and so much more.Stay tuned.
By the way...how do I look?
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Hot 'N Cold
My purpose to go to Pavilion is to check out the Charles & Keith whether they have the bag I want coz I can get staff price but unfortunately....no bag no boots no shoes.But nevermind I'm going to Singapore next week for training...hehehe :)
Waited for baby for lunch but he got client.Ended up no lunch but I got two pairs of shoes from Tangs!Love it and its reasonable priced.I'm so happy...:)
#....you change your mind,like a girl changes clothes...yeah you pms like a bitch I would know...and you over think always speak crypticly I should know that you're no good for me...
Monday, October 27, 2008
"i love alyse wong :)"
I'm back from my holidays.I went to JB-Singapore to meet my mum and all.It's been two years I never been to Singapore already.The last time was last two years New Year's eve,it was crazy then but it was the best memories I ever had in Singapore.
Well this time is only for 3 days.One night in Johor and another night at Singapore.It was tiring and very very hot.Went to Vivo City for shopping then went to my uncle's house at Queenstown,had dinner...a very very unsatisfied dinner ever.We waited for more than one hour and the place is so hot,mum and aunt nearly wanna pick a fight with the waiter because he's very very very the super slow when all of us was kinda rushing.
Betz dear was with me once I reached Johor.We went to Singapore together-gether the day after.Then after shopping,dinner and all,me and Betz went down to Orchard Rd to meet her cousin then we went Zouk first.Then we changed to The Butter Factory.The place was okay okay lor...Zouk is better,the crowd at least have better looking guys around.LOL.
Well anyway,I probably going Singapore again next week for training and will be staying for 3 days.This time baby probably coming over with me,hopefully it will be fun.
"i love alyse wong :)"
Friday, October 17, 2008
Buzzzyyy beeee
Hehe...this is my popo.The most vain grandma in the world.
Tiff came over and crashed at my crib on Tuesday night.She spend the whole day at home and finished most of my chocolates in my fridge.We went Connought Night Market after work on Wednesday night.The next day I was off and we went Sg. Wang shopping and we meet up Betty dear there.We actually wanted to go to Pj for a Mary Kay session thingy but cancelled and changed to Friday.Then we decided to go to have our nails done.After that we went Nichi for shopping session part II,we had so much fun there,we come out with our own live band uniform.Hahaha it was so funny.We had so much fun.Too bad we forgot to take some pistures.Then we went Pavilion to meet up with my baby for movies but ended up only 3 of us watching cos baby and his friends are watching a later movie.So we watched Flying with the Living Deads,I guess 3 of us were the noisiest in the cinema.Then me and baby fetch Tiff and Bet back to baby house cos Tiff car parked there.Then me and baby rushed back to Pavilion to watched Painted Skin.I ended up having a very very bad headache.
Then the next day(Friday),I meet Betty up at Bangsar cos we wanted to go the Mary Kay thingy at 3pm.So I met her there,she's with Sujee.We went in one car.Bla bla bla I had a smoky eyes make up on and we left about 6pm and reached Bangsar at 7pm because of the freaking jam.Then me and Betty went to KLCC for dinner with Eugene at Sakae Sushi.After that I left cos they're going for movie,so I went Pavilion to fetch baby.
So this week,I bought a girlfriend for my son Piggy.I named her Peggy hehe...very girly look.Cute!!!Will post up her picture soon :)
So there goes my busy weeks...nothing much have change this week,work work work.Just a little quiet but in peace.But I wasnt feeling well today diarrhoea and vomited everything out I've eaten.Damn charm! :(
Friday, October 10, 2008
Stay Tuned!
Monday, September 15, 2008
Another chapter of life?
"why are you selling chocolates?why don't you find a job that relates to what you have studied?"
I wanted to but I don't want to be a buyer or a merchandiser,I'm bad in numbers and figures.I like to style myself,sometimes overdressed but styling for people is kinda hard,it needs a lot of studies in their lifestyle,the people they mixed with etc. etc.I like event management though but to start with,the pay is very little with my qualification with no experience and I don't have a car to go around but its a fun thing to do,I like.
So then I discover my childhood talent in scribbling drawings of jewellery and accessories that I design myself,the other day when discussing about my future with my mum and sis back at Sitiawan.So now I'm considering it eventhough I don't know where should I start with.It would be hard coz I need to support myself this time.
And about fashion...hmmm...somehow accessories and jewellery relates to fashion isn't it?
So this selling chocolate job basically is just to save some money while waiting for Air Asia for their next interview then I can save even more money for my studies if I get the job.But I can't deny that I starting to have this passion in chocolate,believe me Godiva chocolates is totally different from normal chocolate like Cadbury,Ferrero Roche and so on.Once you've tried it,you will never wanna eat other chocolates other than prestige chocolate.
Finally today is my off day.I worked 6 days in a row 10-10 everyday.I'm exhausted.So now I'm in Baby's salon doing highlights coz I'm so bored of my hair already.Hope it comes out nice.Today seems too many plans too little time.Hmmm...and have a lot to think and plan about.
Saturday, September 13, 2008
Chocolate Story
A lot of things happened in work.With having a fucker temporary manager and a stupid supervisor,everything was a mess.Alright..so this supervisor with having 3 years experience in Starbucks and a diploma in sound engineering which has nothing to do with F&B or marketing management or whatever you can relate to can be our supervisor,what do you think the people under him like me and my colleagues will be?The answer is more and more work.We gave him a nickname called CEO-B.Because he acts like he's a CEO and he's brainless,that's where the 'B' came from.Other than that,it could be bastard,bodoh,bengong,babi,bitch whatever negative phrase you can find that start with the letter 'B'.
So there's also funny things happened to me;
1st incident:
There's two fella I wonder is they're partners came to our shop.One is a nerd and another one is a drag.This happens when I just finish my break.I went out to the chocolate bulk fridge to do something then this drag looked at me and asked me if I'm a chinese and I said yes.She told me that she like my look,my nose,my face,my figure.I was like "Oh thank you..hehe".I wonder if sh-im wanna copy my face.
2nd incident:
I forgot which day.My colleague suddenly called me over when he's serving a customer.Then I asked him why.Then he asked me to look at the man's back pocket.So I looked.It was a porn DVD chucked in his pocket with half of the cover was seen.Then I secretly took a picture of it. :P Then suddenly his friend saw it and asked him to keep it away.Feeling embarrased he quickly took it out and put it in his friend's bag.And walked away looking embarrassed.
3rd incident:
Today there's this malay lady came in.Holding one of our choc biscuit and asked me if our product is halal.And I said yes.Then she asked me "how come there's no halal sign?".So I told her all our product is imported from Belgium even the packaging is made there.Then she asked me "Are you sure?".Then in my heart I was thinking "Yala..I'm selling this of course I know,there's no animal fats la,biscuit where got alcohol" so I told her there's a lot of muslim and malay bought from us also.Then she say "What kind of muslim they are?" and she walked out. -_-" Ya,if you're so holy how come you didn't wear your tudung?No offence ya.
4th incident:
I got this book 'Discover Chocolate:The Ultimate Guide to Buying,Tasting and Enjoying Fine Chocolate' from a customer who came yesterday.Yesterday his friend bought a box of truffes from me.Then today they came again with more people and they did bought some chocs from us.Asking me for more samples.Bla bla bla...During closing time suddenly my colleague called me over then I saw this customer.So I went out.He passed me a Kinokuniya paper bag with a gift inside and he said it for the samples I gave them.I was suprised.I opened and its this book.
More chocolate stories to tell...stay tuned!
Sunday, August 31, 2008
We get together
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Less interesting...
I read back my previous blogs,last year's about this time.That time I was so busy doing my assignments,went to a lot of events,parties,Frangipani,hanging out a lot with dear and yum cha with Betty dear nearly everyday.The time has never been enough for me and it was enjoying and happy except the issues I faced staying at Subang.It seems so long ago,in a year so many things can happen.
I still remember going to Camelia's private birthday party,Guiness Stout party,Rain party *not that korean singer*,Glam party and so on.It was so so so FUN!And we're CRAZY!Me,Dada,Dear and Tze.Even though now I still go to some events like NewMan and Juice party,I realised is the company that matters that's why now is not that fun as it used to be because there's no one who can drink and dance and camwhore and trendy explosion and feel like an alien with me!
Dada is so busy nowadays,dear got his own friends,betty went Singapore and me....hmmmm...boring...
And soon..I'm going to work soon.Everyone need to grow up and work hard for their future,like me.
Sunday, August 17, 2008
Eclipse
As usual,mum cooked a lot of nice food for me.It is so deliciously delicious.Then on the next day we went to Grandma house for lunch,we had porridge.Not long after that we went for my favorite kopi peng and laksa.Finally and I'm so satisfied.Then we went Manjung to eat coconut jelly.And for dinner we went Ayer Tawar.Nice nice NICE!
On the early morning of August 17,I stayed awake to watch the partial lunar eclipse.I waited from 12am until 3am then it started.I nearly give up a few times but I hanged on.I placed mum's yoga mat on top of mum's car boot,I get a pillow and blanket and rest on top of the car's boot.The night was so quiet and calm.With the company of Chester,my dog,I feel that I'm not alone.I slowly wait and watched but it's not as amazing as I thought but I enjoyed it...a lot.
p.s: I watched until 530am with some snooze in between.
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
Laid Back
Hmmmm....
I miss clubbing.I miss shopping.I miss yum cha.I miss hanging out.I actually miss the time when I stay at dear's house. :( and of course I miss dear too.
