Tired!!!!!!!!!

Worked for Hari Raya at 1u for 3 days.Actually 4 days wan but today got class.So damn tired...nt enuf sleep summore.Today i slept in d class again...so tired n they said i looks tired too.Haih....i'm kinda like psycho adi,too much too think,too much pressure...i'm so frustrated,i wanted to cry but i kenot!!Gees...its getting too far n much serious adi...!!!I'm happy at d outside but deep inside my heart is so tight...i duno y but i jst felt like tat.

Yesterday when i'm working tt time,we were discussing abt family,gens n relationship.So true tat its so easy for a men to forget their past relationship even tho they love their ex so much,unlike women,even we haf a new bf,more or less we'll still think abt our ex if he's d one tat gives us alot of memories no matter good or bad.Is nt tat we'r nt serious in d current 1 but we'r nt as cruel as mens.But loving sumone is nt to haf them but to c them happy.But thr's aso sumone who tell me,if u cant be wif sumone u love d most,u cant close ur eyes when u die.Bur thr's aso sumone tell me,love sumone who love u more is better than love sumone who dun love u tat much.

Haih its so complicated....i nit to get sum rest wif tis life...Being d eldest daughter in d family is nt easy especially in tis kinda family background,haf to face so many things which i shudnt n haf to act like ntg happen,cant share it to anyone,haf to tolerate no matter wat,pressure wif studies,pressure wif not enuf money to use,pressure wif nt enuf time to use,pressure wif relationships and so much more!