Too naive to be in a relationship

I can't say that I never been into this kinda situation before. Due to family background I am forced to be independent in an early age and because of that I'm more mature compare to other people that are same age as me.I've seen a lot of people and met a lot of different people.

And today I just wanna talk about this particular group of people called 'The Abuser' or you can call them 'The Perverts' or 'Womanizers' or etc. etc. whatever you wanna call them.

*Just because they got the looks they got the money,they think they can have every girls they want and spit them out like a chewing gum after the girl got tasteless and hard to chew.Picking up on girls who are naive and inexperienced to flirt with while they got their girlfriend by their side. Playing with relationship by having 2 or more girlfriends at one time and don't give a damn after they victims had catfights because of him.Leave the girl because she don't let him have sex and/or after they have sex.Only call that girl when he's lonely and needed sex.Messing up with other people's girlfriend and take advantages whenever they can.Use various ways to make that girl they're after to fall into their trap.Mentally torture you by not answering your calls for days till you search all over for him and finally reply your calls and messages when they want you for sex.Force you to satisfy his sexual needs and dumps you if you don't obey.Assholes!Mutha fucka!

I heard a lot and I've seen a lot.I know what they're thinking of and what the next step they're going to take and I know the dirty little game that they play.That's why I never fall into their trap.This is not something that you can learn from your books,you have to fall to learn.

Recently I got to know that this girl is seeing this guy who is mention above*.I'm happy for this girl that she found a boyfriend.But knowing what kind of boyfriend she's having is making me sick and worry.Therefore,I told her whatever I've got to know about this guy who has done nearly everything that I mention above*.She seems like she's not accepting everything I've said because it sounds too unbelievable that actually this guy can do such a thing.She looks blinded.I used to see her as a girl with strong principles that she have,strong personalities,stubborn and yet very intelligent and willing to learn but now,I see her as young teenage girl who just found her first love,a girl who knows nothing about love,a girl who knows nothing about the world outside,a girl who knows nothing about protecting herself.Sigh...

This guy came to know about me telling this girl about his dirty stuff.He confronted my friend who told me all his shits.Fucking my friend for telling me what had happened.Now the question is,if whatever my friend told me is not real,why he go and confront my friend who told me all his shits?Why he wanna be so scared of what I told his girlfriend?

I sent a very long sms telling this girl that her boyfriend confronted my friend and guess what she told me.She's so calm and tell me not to mention about this anymore and let the past be past.I was like 'Well whatever,I just warned you.If you fall,I'll offer you my help whenever you need.You have to fall in order to learn',but of course I didn't send her this.Is not that I want to break her and her boyfriend up,I just don't want her to get hurt that's all.

I think this girl is giving him a chance to change.Is not that I don't let a person who commited a crime in rape to turn good after he came out from his sentence in jail but do you think he will change?Don't be too naive,this kinda asshole-mutha-fucka will never change,NEVER!This asshole-mutha-fucka cannot be forgiven!He/They are abusing those girls that they are playing with,is just that the girls don't know.They don't know what is the meaning of abuse.We girls have to know how to protect ourselves,know our rights.

Everyday in the office:feeling...

I'm super duper extremely ultimately excessively very sleepy!!!!!!!I'm bored!!I'm cold!!!Fucking air-cond!!!!

Update: dear anonymous...yes i'm very boring that's why

Adulthood??

If you just realize what I just realize...It was proved that I'm very boring with this second post of the day.

Well while I was checking my facebook,I got a wall post from Alyse,my used-to-be-best friend but because of something happened,we were not talking to each other for about 5 years now.Think about it,it was so childish and it should be erased from our memory by now.I added her in my facebook recently so she started sending me wall post,asking each other whereabouts and what we were doing and all those kind of stuff.So today she reminded me that we're already 20 years old in one of her wall post to me.

Then I started to think.When we were 15,more or less,we kept wanting to grow older till the age of 18 so that we are legal to go clubs,drink,smoke,sex and so on..Trying to act as one by wearing more mature clothes and doing what 18 years old people do,smoke,drink,go out late at night and even do drugs. (But not for me,I never smoke a ciggerette before not even a puff,never take 'happy5' or ecstasy before even though there's one time I nearly tried but I didn't.So dad and mum,you both should be proud to have such a good daughter but of course I did drink and stay out till late at night la)

So when I reached the age of 18,I became too ambitious to go Zouk for the first time.No doubt the bouncer checked my ID and I'm not allowed to enter.But luckily my friend that I went there with took me in.Then that day I went Genting,tried to enter the casino,same,I cannot enter because I'm not 21 yet.Everyone*old ones was telling me how good to be at the age of 20,so young,so pretty,what also can do.Yes I do agree,if not wait until you old only do meh...And I'm proud that the security and the bouncer still check my ID cos I am YOUNG!

In few more months I'm going to be 21.And I already thinking what to do with my birthday and I think baby also got a plan for it already.But now...the questiion is do I really want that day to come so soon?I doubt so.Who don't want to stay young and active?21 might not be that old but when you pass that age you eventually think that you're older,at least old enough to be in the adulthood.

I need to control my appetite!!!

For freaking 4 days without car,baby finally can take back his car on Friday.Luckily the car engine didn't go dead if not it will cost us a bump!Ok so as usual Thursday is baby's off day,I had to leave him alone for 8 hours and this week it more than 8 hours because I got an event at No Black Tie.It's a Time Out magazine event.It's called 'music on the up' where we gathered a few local underground jazz band to perform.The night was great,the music was perfect and we got great responses.Baby also went to the event but I don't have much time to spend with him.I was so tired and sleepy,so drowsy as if I'm drunk and I can't even walk straight but nope I didn't drink until Richard,our magazine editor,bought me a bottle of Heineken.Apparently I feel much fresher after drinking.

I left about 1130pm and we went to Pandan Indah/Ampang Hill top.I don't know exactly how to call that place but that it is according to Betty dear.Had some supper cos my ever-hungry baby was hungry so we went Gasoline Cafe.And my leggy hurts due to the sloppy hill that I need to walk up with my 4 inch heels.I started to feel drowsy again,sleepy,tired,I guess I've flushed all the alcohol in my body after a few times to the toilet that's why.I think I slept in the car for awhile while on the way home.Super duper sleepy.I never been so tired until I felt so drowsy.

Baby got the car on Friday.Didn't go anywhere at night,just went home early and yeah!I can finally go back to my own crib.Home sweet home.The house was a mess!I can't wait till the next morning to do my cleaning man..I watched P.s I love you,again...with baby this time...and again...sobbing all the way

Woke up around ten-ish on Saturday morning.Went for brunch and dobi before baby heading to work.I decided to stay at home whole day to clean up the place so I don't really need the car.I mopped the floor for 3 times,vacuumed for 3 times,clean the toilet,kitchen and rooms.Hooooh!It was tired but satisfying,to see the house so clean.I took a nap after that around 4 something and guess what time I woke up...726pm.I looked at the time on my phone and I got shocked!Quickly called baby see whether he's back already or not but he didn't pick up and then I remembered that he finish work at 8pm.So I faster bathed,washed my hair,all clean clean...Got a message from Lynn saying that we gonna meet up at Hush Bangsar for a drink with the girls.Then baby came back when I'm half way straightening my hair,continued with my hair then we went to pasar malam nearby our resident area.Again baby wants his putu piring and of course I want my yummy assam laksa.Ooh and I bought durians which I've been craving for such a long long time!Everytime I wanna eat,I sure got ulcer la..heaty la..headache la so end up didn't get to eat it.So finally,it's not as nice as what I've expected but I'm satisfy..so so satisfied.Before baby went out for futsal,Lynn message came and she had to call off the meeting.Arghhh...all my plans were ruined!Actually baby not going futsal,we wanted to go watch movie together but then purposely cancelled watching movie to go to Bangsar and now it's cancelled.I end up being home alone waiting for baby to be back.So I prepare the vege that I bought from the night market to make coleslaw and my dietary meal to bring to office for lunch time.Di di da da..done then I watched tv3 *sorry ar..my house no astro ar* until I fall asleep on the couch.Baby had to misscall me to open the door because I can't hear him calling me from the door. See la how tired I am!


Followed baby to work the next day.Thought that he will be free on Sunday as he got no appointment *yet.Who knows...he's busy,so busy.Waited for binny dear cos we're meeting up at Sg. Wang for some shopping.He 4 something only wake up.He came to Pavilion to pick me up then we went Sg. Wang.I bought a yellow miniskirt and a yellow hairband to match the skirt.I wanted to find a yellow tie but don't have,topshop ties are too expensive for just one tie so scrap that!We sat down at 6th floor to have some thong sui and chit chatted.We were waiting for SanSan to finish work at 8pm.We went W.A.W for dinner.We ate salted egg crabby.That's the highlight of the dinner.After that we went back Sg. Wang to sing karaoke at GreenBox.Left around 12 but I slept at 2 something because that stupid Jerry cut one hair cut need 4 hours to finish and it's not nice at all.Not my hair though,if it's mine I'll probably just ask him to stop and leave.

So now I'm at the office blogging.This post took me around 6 hours to finish.Well I'm doing something in between and take my own sweet time to type this.I'm sleepy,as usual but not as sleepy as I was before.I wonder why.I'm still feeling happy today over last night outing with binny dear.I wish we can do it more often.

Should I go gym today?I'm so gonna gain weight cos I've been eating a lot for the past few days and my trip back to Sitiawan.Shit!I wonder if I brought my gym clothes today...DAMN!control....control....

Car=ur legs

I was back at my home sweet home for the weekends. It was a great time back there, nothing much to do actually but all I do is eat eat eat and eat. Mum bought a lot of food (junkies) back from Taiwan and my Majolica Majorca; 3 neo automatic liquid eyeliner and 2 mascara. I tried the eyeliner and it was nice! It’s something like Shu Uemura liquid eyeliner but I think this is better, easier to apply and so much cheaper. Only 29 MYR. I heard you can find it at Times Square.

Went to my favourite place, the only place I like in Sitiawan,Capri.Didn't have my favourite tiramisu this time, just have some drinks and chit chat.Came back on Monday afternoon.

Met Baby up,went Island Bistro for happy hour with his friend from a salon across the street.Then later decided to go to Baby's cousin brother new hoouse in puchong/bukit jalil.I cooked,can you believe it?Well yeap,I only know how to cook spaghetti and make good coleslaw so I cooked spaghetti and make coleslaw for everyone to eat.It was not bad I can say,they claimed that it was nice,suprisingly my baby said nice and he like it because the other time I cooked he only said "okayyyy~".

Went home that time because the place was so fucking dark,we can hardly see the road we hit something on the road,underneath and nearly rammed into the mini round-about. We thought it was fine but after awhile we smelled burned oil and there's a squicking sound coming from the engine and suddenly the sign of the engine oil indicator starting to light-up. We drove from Puchong to Cheras,I'm so worried and kept asking baby to stop the car.I'm afraid that it will blow up.When we about to reach,I asked baby to stop and we stop at the road side while waiting for baby's friend to come to help.

So we were carless for about 4 days and it was hell!!!!

#i've using the neo automatic liquid eyeliner eyeryday...i love it so much

Life Changes

Is it my problem or this company got problem? Why on earth people do internship I do internship is so freaking different? The thing is other people got so much to do and learn during their internship but me…sigh…I come to the office, on the pc, fill up my bottle, have my breakfast, go toilet, online check my mail then facebook until I got nothing to do, iloveim, read blogs, go toilet, check facebook again, blogging, listen to songs from my blog, Friendster, air asia online book for my trip to BKK and Langkawi, toilet again, lunch break, facebook, Friendster, blog….over and over again…same old shit everyday. Other people that are on their internship all wish that they got nothing to do but me, I rather got a lot of things to do. Ask me carry this carry that I also don’t mind but better not to ask me to do reports and typing and accounting. At least ask me go out do survey, take pictures *oh I love taking pictures*, meeting people and so on as long as I don’t need to sit here for freaking 8 hours, 8 and the half if I don’t go for lunch, facing the monitor and got nothing better to do. They do give me work but I can finish in few minutes, it’s not enough to cover my boredom. Every time half an hour before I leave the office sure got people chat with me one…sigh…why I wanna chat with y’all earlier to kill my time y’all disappeared?

Been reading other people blogs every day, some are my schoolmates, college mates and friends. I realize that I’m actually getting more mature and older compared to other school mates. I can see that they just started to go clubbing especially at Maison and to me and binny, Maison is so out! Seriously I’ve not been clubbing for nearly a month already or more than that, even Frangipani. I’m getting tired of it, we are getting tired of it…am I getting old? are we getting old? Oh well, I read a few blogs from my schoolmates. Everyone's growing differently, they’ve changed. I still can remember their innocence during secondary school time.

How I wish I’m still in college, I can sleep on the days that I don’t have class, go shopping after class or go home sleep or go sing k. I’m so bored here in the office till I’m feeling sleepy most of the time not that I got not enough sleep. Life is so boring everyday…after work go pavilion to fetch baby, sometimes go gym then go home sleep. No more Frangi on Friday. No more shopping. No more events. No more hanging out with binny. My time is so tied up with this internship thingy. How I wish I can quit! Fuck la…I got 3 more weeks!!!!

But anyhow, after internship I’ll go holiday! Yay! But before that have to resit my HR final exam…sigh have to stress first plus I need to write my report! Die! Now I only remember. Damn! After all the stress I’m going Bandung with mum, company trip then 1 week after I come back I’ll go to Bangkok! Yay! Yay! With baby, binny dear, Betty dear and jie, and a few more people, there are 8 of us. I already save money for shopping! This time I’m going to shop till I drop! Then by end of July I’m going to Langkawi with baby and his friends in conjunction of baby’s birthday. Hmmm Langkawi…drink till I drop? Coz I don’t smoke and sun tan!!!!! Yay!! Now I can tan already because before this went to Pangkor cannot tan coz that was the week before my graduation. Oh I’m getting excited!!! I can’t wait!!!!

The power of gambling

I know you people must have been bored with my bloggie coz I didn’t post any pictures in lately.

Ok so..Baby's grandma funeral has finally come to an end on Saturday. Since baby is not working the next day,we went to Genting with baby's friends.We started our journey around 12.30 midnight and reached there about 1.45am.We then went to mamak for supper first then we went Coffee Bean to (really) chill out.We sat outside and we got blown off by the wind and mist.We were frozen,hair were wet and the hot chocolate is not hot enough to warm our hands.SO we move in to sit.After awhile the extremist*my baby and wei kong* wanted to go out to sit and that including me and left Jerry and Yee Ming inside.Without a doubt we left the place outside to the car to warm up a little.In a few seconds after we got into the car,Wei Kong was already snoring.I salute you Wei Kong!Then me and baby also took a nap while waiting for Jerry and Yee Ming.Baby got pissed with them coz we've waited for about an hour or so.They basically got fucked by baby when they came to the car...

from the left: wei kong,baby,yee ming & jerry

Then we went to the casino in First World.Mission failed!I tried twice at different entrance and still they don't let me in because I'm only 20.Actually at the first time I can enter but I freaked out and that fella noticed me so he asked for my IC.So i tried another time at the other entrance.This time it's really pissing me off,that freaking asshole say my age out loud as if no one knows how old am I.The next year when I'm 21,look out you bloody Syafiq!I know your name!Next year when I come back I want you to say my age out loud again.You bloody matha fucka!!!!
So I sat at the bench outside the casino.There was a lot of dramas happening in front of the casino.There's a mother with two kids,quarreling with the daughter who keeps complaining and wanted a place to rest.No doubt coz it's 4am+ already.SO many drama happened at a place,a bench infront of the casino entrance.

Drama 1

Mother: ask her to wait for awhile la...i already book a room for y'all.Just wait until 6am then y'all can go up to sleep then when y'all wake up,I'll fetch y'all home at noon..why she so stubborn wan?you go talk to her la
Son: *softly* then where you want us to go?
Mother: y'all walk around first la...let me go in and win back my money. No RM5k, RM3k also enough already..Please la..*starting to get angry* @#$@%! during dinner time come and kacau me,make me lose money only
Daughter: *shouting* you always gamble gamble..go home la!!!!
Mother: *talking to the son* you see!you go talk to her la...you are much elder you will listen to me one rite??go...go and talk to her
Son: *talking to sister* come la..we go walk around for awhile..it's just 1 and a half more hour to 6am...she's our mom..let her win back the money lor...so we can buy a lot of stuff..come la come la...
#before they go on their way..the mother came and hugged the daughter
Mother: sorry girl..mami loves you...be good ok...i'll come out as soon as possible
#mother went in back to the casino and both of them walked away..

Drama 2

There's a girl sitting at the bench next to mine,looking tired or probably she's crying because her face facing down all the time.Seems like she has sat there for quite a long time.After awhile the boyfriend came out,asking the girl to follow him to go into the casino.The girl ignored him.He tried to persuade her and the girl shouted at him and pushed him away when he walk close to her.The girl cried..the boyfriend was helpless and don't know what to do.After a few minutes,the boyfriend talked to her nicely and she's still unhappy,she want to leave.The boyfriend agreed and they left.

Drama 3

A man in his early 30s,came out and sat on the bench with the look of disappointment.He probably lost all his money.He sat there and tried to sleep.Tossed and turned he still couldn't fall asleep.He left,walking with his head faced down like he got no idea where to go.

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There's so many drama happen because of gambling.No doubt I do gamble,in fact I love to gamble.Only occasionally not everyday not everything plus the amount I gamble is just small matter not more than RM10.Some people can gamble until they abandoned their family,children,property,career and so on.I felt pitiful for the two siblings for having a mother who's addicted to gambling.Gamble until her own children also don't care.What a shame to have parents like that.You wanna gamble,can...but know your limits.

We left Genting at 7am.I wasn't feeling well.Went home straight away sleep till 4.30pm,that's only me...baby slept until 530pm.We went to find for a pasar malam nearby at a malay kampung,just because baby wanna eat putu piring.So we ended up bought a lot of food back to baby's home to eat coz they wanna watch football.I wanted to watch but I'm not feeling well so I went up to baby's room to sleep.I think I catch a cold when I'm at Genting.Luckily I still can come to work...and again...I can't find a reason why they got nothing to let me do and wasting their money for having me sitting in the office play facebook until there's nothing for me to do in facebook.Damn!I'm bored!

Random Pictures

innocence cooluneditedwith a touch of effectsat last...both of us

Damn U Lizzie!!!

Yesterday baby’s grandma passed away. The day before we went to see her and she’s in pain. We felt so heartbroken to see her suffer like that.

I took MC yesterday coz I’m not feeling pretty well. Woke up around 12 something in the noon and we got the news. Reached baby’s grandma’s house around 1 something. We heard that she left peacefully without any pain or struggles just sleep all the way and left. Good to hear that she left peacefully. We’re sad to lose her but happy that she’s finally free from all the pain and worries.

They had a Buddhist style funeral. Oh I tell you, Christian style is much more easy and flexible. They have to pray from 7.30pm to 11.30pm with an hour break in between. All the people who came were basically neglected most of the time until they have finished praying, and that included me. Well I was the receptionist for the night even though I don’t know how to write Chinese.

Baby is not working until next Monday so today I came to work alone. I woke up at 7am to get ready and stuff. I’m not the only one though, baby’s brother is also up to go college. When he walked down the stairs he saw a baby lizard so he sprayed it with Shelltox. When I’m about to leave the house, I took the newspaper in and I reached and placed the newspaper at the dining table, I felt something on my left foot. “Omg! Fuck! Eewww!!Eeww!!!!!” I shouted. It was the lizard lying there on the floor unconsciously. It doesn’t move at all when I’m stepping on it. I felt so uneasy with my foot the whole journey till I reached office. All the stupid imagination is running through my mind even till now and I bet you won’t know how creative and genius I am when come to this. I think if it’s binny dear who stepped on it, he will cry out loud, well even though I’m also afraid with lizards. The other day when I’m back at my crib, I don’t dare to walk in to the bathroom in my room coz there’s a lizard inside and baby was already sleeping so I had to go to the bathroom outside.


Damn it! I’m so gonna hate lizards even more now!

P.S. Rest in Peace po po!...and Baby,don't be sad even though po po has leave us but she'll remain in our hearts forever.Love you lots...xoxo

P.S. Dear!!!I heard sexy back the other day on the radio...It makes me think of us, the time when we're dancing with sexy back in the car and every clubs we went!Love ya..xoxo

Love you till the end...

My weekends started off with a night of disappointment and hurt by people who I constantly treat them as very important people in my life. At least at this point of my life. I felt very upset since Friday night, I could never imagine that this can actually happened to me or I should say to us. Yes, I couldn’t deny the fact that every living creature in this world have their own responsibilities, own things to do, own problem to worry about, people or stuff to take care of and things or people they have to prioritize on their list. Me myself have nothing is different from anyone else in this matter. People come and go; your friends and even your loved ones. It’s just a chapter in your life. And so, I decided not to take any action or make any fuss about what happened on Friday night even though it hurts me deep inside, even though they don’t even know that they actually had hurt me.

I stayed at home on Saturday, feeling down about the night before. I watched ‘p.s. I Love You’ alone. Didn’t managed to catch it when it’s on the cinema so I bought it the week when me, dear and jack when back to Ipoh-Sitiawan.

I don’t know whether it is me who is feeling emo about the night before or it was the movie that touched me, leaving me crying out loud at my crib like nobody business. The movie reminds me of Grandpa. It’s sad to lose someone you loved. Compared to GBR breakup, breakup is like nothing. There’s no words can describe the feeling.

It’s still so clear to me even though it’s been a year ago. 30th April, a day before Labor Day was Grandpa’s one year anniversary. Time passed so fast and it’s already a year ago. Whenever I think about it, I'll feel regret. Regret because I’m not capable of doing anything to change Grandpa’s funeral. The funeral was messed up and I’m totally not happy with it. Is Grandpa happy?I wondered.

I still think of him every now and then. He always used to say “happy!happy!” even when he’s weak when he was in the hospital and nursing home. Grandma and everyone in the family claimed that I am the grandchild that he loved the most.

I still remember the time when he fetch me to and from school with his bicycle and he always buy candies for me even though he don’t have much money in his pocket when I was much younger. I still remember his laughter, very clearly…the last time he laughed was when I went back to see him the week before he passed away. I miss you Grandpa.

I have a dream

Suddenly this thing just came across my mind that it just can’t stop me from thinking. Well this is one of my wish or I should say hope. Going UK is like our Chen’s family tradition, Ku Ma was sent there for nursing and dad and his twin brother Tai Pak were also sent there for further studies. Since young, dad has been telling me to study harder so that I can go UK to study also. I was even sent to an international pre-school when I’m 4 years old. Unfortunately, I stopped after a year. Well I don’t know why but mum told me that dad got not enough money to pay for the fees and when I’m old enough to ask dad about it, he told me there was confusion when deciding whether to let me go for British course or American course so ended up not going for neither. All the while dad will talk about sending me to UK and during Chinese New Year when Ku Ma called from UK she will surely asked me when I am going to UK to study or to stay with her. After years when I finished my secondary school, dad was helping me to find college and every college he found must have something to do with UK, either they have their university in UK or the course is based on British education. Then I got into this Raffles Design Institute and dad is still mentioning whether I work first then save some pocket money for UK or he send me there and I find a part time job there in order to survive there, after I graduate from my advance diploma.

Now dad has never mention about UK anymore since I’ve graduated and Ku Ma too when she came back for CNY in February. Maybe because of them, I got this hope in myself. They’ve given up but not me. I have not figure out a plan yet till last week. I said to myself “I need to start saving money, no more clothes, no more shoes!” *sobs* and get an amount of money from mum and dad then I’ll get myself a one-way flight ticket to UK, get myself a cheapo room, work as a waitress for awhile while looking for a job that I want, be successful and come back to Malaysia or if I don’t, at least I need to earn big money to buy a house for mum. It doesn’t have to be a big one but I wanna give her a luxury life. Or maybe I’ll get a PR there and bring mum over.

When I told this to baby, he was quite upset. Well I did asked him to go with me *if I’m really going*, there’s so many Toni&Guys in UK and other well-known salons. But he’s going to open his own salon by next year so how can he go away with me. But I really want this to REALLY happen, I don’t care how long it takes I don’t care!

I love walking in the rain....

Well it’s my second week now. Maybe it’s just the first day of the week so I’m not that tired like last week. A little sleepy because I’m bored 'coz my ‘boss’ took half day MC. Sigh…how I wish I can go back home like her to sleep.

Lunch time I walked to KLCC to buy seaweed to eat. While on the way, there’s a putu mayam stall opposite the road, so I went to check it out and bought RM2 of putu mayam. It’s one ringgit for 3 pieces so I bought 2 packet, one for me and one for baby. It’s freaking hot this noon and now the sky is starting to get dark.

Since I’m doing the movie screening thing so I decided to checked out what movie to watch later this evening after work. Well I wanted to watch Escape of Huang Shi or Over Her Dead Body or maybe The Tattooist, too long didn't go dating with baby already.

Well last Friday I went to the Cres Total Treatment Spa launching after party at The Gardens. Something stupid happened before I manage to reach there. I don’t even wanna mention so let’s continue with the party. I’m late to the party. It’s at the bridge that links The Gardens and Midvalley. As usual, Dada ask me to bottoms-up the champagne that he’s holding when he sees me because I’m late.
Camellia was there to perform a few songs that me and dear missed it so much…We drank and we danced along with Camellia.

Party ends around 1230. They say wanna yum cha at Bangsar. We parked in front of Baskin Robins so we went in to get ice cream. Yummy…Something happened along the way to Frangipani so me and dear end up didn’t go and meet Jimmy and Dada. Later on we went for supper at the porridge shop. Baby and his brother came along and Hui San came and meets us too. Later on Dear went off to see his boo who’s staying nearby so he left us there. I forgot to take the pillow that I took from the party just now. It’s a door gift for celebs and its finish when I’m there even dear didn’t get it but Dada managed to get one for me. So we head home after supper 'coz I’m very tired already.

****after work****

As usual I came to Pavilion to fetch baby,it has become my daily routine already.I'm so smart just now.Fyi,there's nothing to do about smart tunnel,is just that I took the other road where Zouk is instead of the road in front of KLCC which I always use.But today it's f***ing jammed and still a lot of cars trying to cramp their cars into the Queue..all because of the Beijing Olympics Torch Relay thingy.And then this morning when I'm heading to work..Fuh!luckily I'm smarter than the so-called SMART tunnel.I read the signs and I took the alternative way 'coz the Smart tunnel was congested from before you enter the tunnel even before the tol counter where you pay!Lucky me...I saved the RM2 and time and I'm not late. :)

Ok,so let's get back to Pavilion.Once I reached,I went down to Mercato first to get myself a coke and a can of 100plus for baby 'coz his throat is not feeling well.Since last few day I was craving for coleslaw and I saw it here.It was stated RM1.80/100g,it's cheap so I give it a go.There's 2 different size of bowls,I thought the smaller one should be cheaper so I took it and started scooping the coleslaw,purple cabbage and some mushies.After that I gave it to the fella to weight and to my horror,it comes up to be RM5!!!I was thinking inside of me,that's why that fella looked so happy when I'm scooping so much.*tutt tutt tutt tutttttttttttt!!!*censored

I guess I'm not that smart after all.Nevermind.I've save the RM2 for this coleslaw that I'm craving for and no doubt I've finished it already before I start editing this post.Vege is good!
Yummy...

Work=Boredom??

So there goes my first week of work. As I mention before I was assigned to come out with Time Out’s reader’s profile. After a hard time scratching my head, to come out with few ideas on future events and luckily my ‘boss’ quite liked it. Then I need to pick 3 movies for movie screening and justify it. And that’s not all; I gotta come out with Expatriate Lifestyle reader’s profile and proposal for upcoming Expatriate Lifestyle anniversary event……..Nearly got myself sick but manage to pull it through. Wanted to take MC but I think it’s not a good idea to MC when I work not even a full week.

Well tomorrow I gotta rest the whole freaking day. Tonight got event at The Gardens some more, thanks to Dada and Jimmy. Might be going down to Zouk after that if I still can take it or else I’ll just go home and sleep.

ARGHHHHH!!!!! I’m so sleepy and tired!!!

I’m actually writing in the office now with Microsoft Word ‘coz I’m not allowed to do other stuff except doing things that related to work. And know what, I nearly got ‘catch’ for surfing Facebook. I’m actually quite bored here ‘coz everyone is busy busy busy than ever and I got out of idea to do my work ‘coz I can’t concentrate. How I wish I can walk here walk there rather than sit here with a blank mind, it’s rather less tired and sleepy compare to now even though they got this big-quite-comfortable chair and big spacious table. The worst thing is this stupid computer font is so damn HUGE! Everyone can see what I’m doing 10 feet away. Wanna curi-curi play Facebook, Msn and Friendster also cannot.

Haha the big boss is out. But I still need to come out with possible location for the anniversary thingy. Headache! And my ‘boss’ here right in front of me forget about the Expat’s reader’s profile that she want from me. Sigh…whatever. I try to add more stuff in and then show it to her on Monday ‘coz yesterday when I’m doing it I was feeling weak and sneezing non-stop.

Shit! It’s going to rain now…I wonder how am I going to Pavilion later to see baby and do my hair for tonight’s event. Damn…no umbrella some more! I’m very sleepy arh!!!!!!

*’boss’ is my department’s head who manage marketing and pr…
*this blog is written on Friday 18th during working hours

First Day of Work

Temporary sitting at the editorial room.Seeing all of them typing articles for the magazines,I feel so..ehem..stupid.Which their bombastic use of words,my blog here is nothing compared to their article.I was assigned to do a reader's profile which i don't know what the heck it is until my supervisor futher explain it to me.Well it's actually a simplified marketing plan with target market and swot analysis of the Time Out magazine.

Well,mine missed out a lot of stuff but yet it was ok.Just need to elaborate more on the events that we need to do.Well well well...this is my first time and i got no idea on how to do it.Feeling tired already now,sleepy and my shoulder is bloody aching.Its not as easy..but i'll hang on.I'm actually doing PR work now.Interesting as i get to do events and all that.But for the moment now just sourcing for upcoming events and movie screening.Later will need to call sponsors in 2 weeks or so.Later tonight have to go home and do some research.

I just ate an apple for lunch today.My colleagues tempted me with homecooked maggie goreng.It smell so damn ****ing nice!Making me hungry the whole freaking day but need to diet diet diet!!!!Even though i got a little lighter hehe :P

Half an hour to finish work...Going over to Pavilion to fetch baby and probably get a pressie for his wacky brother.Hungry!!!!!!

Oh my GOD!I finally graduated...

I was very very very busy for the past few weeks.Really tired but i had the very best memories and i enjoyed it alot..Well Betty came back too 2 weeks earlier before the graduation.

We had a little vacation before everything starting to get busy.Me,baby,betty,binny & jack went back to Ipoh-Sitiawan-Pangkor Island then Sitiawan-KL.Oh believe me,we took around 1 and a half hour to reach Ipoh from KL.It was a blast with Jack's driving skills.Huhu..and we nearly rammed into a huge dinosaur a.k.a tractor-trailer and the VIOS horn gone burned.Shhh...don't tell my mum or dad about it!We met Bin's cousin a little while and had very nice seafood at the Mushroom Stop a.k.a Tung Gu Teng in cantonese.

Head back down to Sitiawan in less than 1 hour.This time I drove because they don't know the way and luckily I still can remember the way back.We eat again...ORI CHAR a.k.a Kuey Teow Basah!!!Yummy...I'm craving for it for so long.The one that I've tried in KL,sucked.After that we went back to my home.We still can play cards and drink.Then baby reached around 530am 'coz he have to work and he went to Time Out Magazine launching without me!!!

We woke up 1oam,went for breakfast at Kg. Koh.We had mee rebus.Then we went to pay a visit at granny's house and then we left to Lumut to go to Pangkor.Managed to borrow a car from Si Hui,we were suprised when the car is not locked and parked at the road side and the key is in the car.Then we went to Teluk Nipah...we had fun and we had very delicious fried chicken only available in Pangkor Island.

*CLICK THIS LINK FOR FUN@PANGKOR PICTURES:

http://www.friendster.com/viewphotos.php?a=804062274&uid=18913634

We had late dinner at Ah Pek Lee How Fook Restaurant.Why late???Hehe..thanks to Jack the super metrosexual who said "Oh My God!I need a comb!" when we went Giant the next day to get stuff for dinner as our Fuckshion Designer Chef is cooking pasta for my family.Like usual,he's cooking is fantastic!We all love it.Then we rushed back to KL,wanted to go Velvet but end up all feeling tired so didn't go.

The day after I went the curve to pass the seashells that I bought from Teluk Batik for our booth to Joanne.Wanted to go see the booth but I lazy and I'm with Betty.We had lunch at IKEA,meatballs!!!Yummy!!!Bought a few stuff from IKEA then fetch Betty back home to Wangsa Melawati.Since I'm around there so I went to my ex's house to get my stuff and head back home right after that.Then I got a call from Lynn,she's having her birthday gathering at Souled Out.Had a quick shower,picked what to wear,make-up and rushed to Pavilion to fetch baby then head off to Hartamas.Baby didn't join 'coz he got futsal then later he's going to Scarlett to meet his friends.Later Robin came too and he's also going Scarlett after that to join Jack.Then there's a friend from Teluk Intan called,he suprised me asking me to go Scarlett also.I wonder how come he knows that I'll be going there and he got a table for me as well.So I ajak Lynn and other coursemate to come along since I got a table reserved.I need to go around,3 tables in one place.Very busy.Again..we all have a great time.

Was shopping for that few days for graduation.Found so many things to buy.I end up buying 2 pairs of heels which I only need the blue one for 'the' night.Another one is for events that's coming up.Shoes and heels is the thing that you can never stop me from buying.

Couldn't believe that it's my graduation on the 3rd April.Baby did my hair for me.He's fast as I was rushing,but still the standard maintained,my hair looked great,very professional and I love it.He did mum and jie's hair as well.Love him so much..xoxo thanks for the flowers baby!!

He's Calvin Takeshi,working at The Belfry Salon in Tangs Pavilion KL.Other than that,he also cuts hair at his personal salon back at his home at Cheras.For futher information,leave me a comment or call him directly 012-3088072.

Happy 'coz I finally graduated after all the sleepless nights and all the effort and money used but sad that college life ends and eventually we,coursemates,have our own things to do,own life to go on with and hardly we can see each other again.I'm happy that my coursemate and college mates were so close,not like what I've heard from other college's politics and issues happening among their coursemates.We are all good,close and cares for each other and most importantly we treat everyone the same despite the habits and personality either good or bad.

*CLICK HERE FOR GRADUATION PICTURES:http://www.friendster.com/viewphotos.php?a=528453799&uid=18913634

Attention!

To all my buddies,for your information,me,your friend is graduating on 3rd of April 2008(Thursday).My convocation will be happening at JW Marriot Starhill,Mayang Sari Ballroom.Now i'm asking all of you whether or not to attend my graduation or maybe you want to send flowers to me on that day-the address is above.

Ticket for convocation only:RM70
convocation + fashion show:RM100

Finger foods will be provided.Me and my other coursemate will showcase our final project on that day and fashion show will be from the fashion design students.I'll receive my scroll during convocation.

It will be a honour that whoever of you,my friend,attend my graduation on that special night.

For futher information,please leave a comment and i'll get back to you asap.Latest by 22nd March for the tickets.

how?how?how?

Frustrated.

There's so much in my mind but i dont know what it is.Am i getting nervous for the graduation?Or am i nervous of what will my future be after graduation?Or some other things that happened?Am i worrying too much?Or did i bored myself too much?

2 more weeks to graduation.I still haven't found a dress.I saw one at Coast which i quite liked compared to all those that i've seen but i'm still deciding.How about the shoes to match?accessories?make-up?hairdo?

Well hair is not a problem as i have my own personal hairstylist by my side but make-up..hmmm...let make-up artist to do it for me or do it myself??

How about internship?
Going to send my resume tomorrow *monday 18th. Don't know whether can start on time or not.Gees!!!!Why the hell i'm so worried???!!!

Updates

I've been very busy since before CNY.I'm even busier during CNY.Needed to travel here and there.Reports due on the week after that.So here's a little update of what i've been thru from CNY till now.

Went back Ipoh on the eve.Ku Ma was back with Unc Steven,Dominic,Michelle and Elliot,both my cousin and cousin's girlfriend.Went out on the afternoon to get come flowers and check out on the buses back to Sitiawan.Dad cooked prawns for our reunion dinner and we had a buffet style dinner cause there's not enough seat to sit so many of us plus those who are in big sizes kwai lous.

yummy....

I wore a red dress.

First day of CNY.We all had vegetarian for lunch.Then came Unc Wai Keong & family and Unc Turkey & family.We gambled,we played black jack.Damn!Luck is not with me,i lost around 5bucks.Hahaha playing with kids and only 1 or 2 adults that's why.

We were playing 'Who Wants To Be A Millionaire' with Ku Ma's DS.

Dad went to play golf early in the morning so he's not with us.Then we wanted to go visit Kong Kong Chen at the church right at the back of our house but it closes at 1pm on public holidays,it was Kong Kong Chen's anniversary,he died 4 years ago.Then at night we went to Unc Turkey house.You all must be feeling weird why call Unc Turkey a turkey or for kai,well i'm yet to find out,probably the way he laughed.It was his nickname since childhood.We went there to watch DVD with his projector in his video room.After movie we went out to look at the fireworks at his neighbourhood.And then,we all take pictures with Unc Turkey and with all the kwai lous,they were like superstars.Haha...macam tak pernah tengok mat salleh.
with Uncle Turkey
Second day,woke up quite early.Had breakfast then went to the church to visit Kong Kong Chen.As usual,Ku Ma was being too emo and cried.SO after that,we sat Tai Pak's Merc(that's what the english people call Mercedes)to fetch me to the bus station at Medan Kidd.

Rushing back to Sitiawan cause QQ*in hakka(my uncle from S'pore) wait for me to be back there to visit my mother's side Kong Kong who passed away last year.Its not an anniversary tho but just to pay respect and also to wish him Gong Hei Fatt Choy. :) I can imagine how happy he will be and his laughter that always makes me remember of him.Then i went home to get clean after a journey of non-airconditioned bus that makes me covered with dust and dirts.

Today i wore green :)

Me and mum went Giant to get some stuff for the trip the next day to Cameron,met up with Yiyi,Unc Eric and Jie there.After shopping and sent mum home,me and Jie went bai nin at Ah Sze house.Went there for dinner.Went back home,everyone was there.Wanted to gamble but all thinking tomorrow have to wake up early so didn't.I also don't know why i'm so tired recently,keep on yawning the whole day and i can't stand the sleepyness that i usually can.SO slept quite early.

Woke up very early,630am.Prepare our stuff and get set to go Cameron.We had breakfast at Ayer Tawar cause Danny want to take something from his house so we met up at a mamak restaurant.We went in 3 cars.Met Baby and Jerry up at Tapah and not to forget my cute-dou-sei son :).So i hopped on to baby's car and off we go.We first stopped at Tanah Rata to buy some stuff for barbeque for the night.Then we drove off to Fair Haven,where we're going to stay.

It was a very old bungalow and they have a very friendly maid working there for us.There's a cat and a dog and they are loving each other.That proves that cat and dog can love each other.

piggy enjoying himself

It's very cooling staying at the hill top.It has a golf course view,a fire place and a chicken farm.After lunch,we open table outside the bungalow,one side for mahjung and another side for chor dee.As usual,non-stop eating...we sit there only there's yiyi serving us dried meat and then there's coffee then here comes the biscuits and then groundnuts.Non-stop!!Believe me.My family can really eat eat eat non-stop.Then we went pasar malam at Brinchang.Eat eat eat again.Then we went back,get clean and get ready for barbeque. QQ was the chef of the night.Cooking non-stop and of course with his beer on his hand.Food was nice..we got lamb,beef,chicken wings,sausages,squids and so much more.And yes!we're eating again non-stop.SO after that,we watched TV2 which had LOTR on air,on a very antique wooden frame television.Watched until 12 then we gambled.Lost money again.Not a good luck year for me i guess.

The next day we walked down to Ye Olde Smoke House to take pictures.Then we went to my Yi Poh house at Tanah Rata.Then we went pasar malam again and then to Highland Restaurant,our relative's,to eat charcoal steamboat.It was a great trip and i love it...especially with everyone around.

Came back to KL straight away busy busy busy because there's a report that due on that Friday.Then Thursday,which is the 8th day of Cny,have to go back Sitiawan then to Pangkor to meet Ku Ma.Then rushed back to KL before 9pm to go Baby's aunty house and then to Baby's friend house.Damn hectic!Came back from friend house 3am then i need to finish up my reports.

After that report,another report.Then we need to prepare for our presentation till today Tuesday,4th of March,i'm finally free to hang out here at Starbucks online after yesterday's final presentation.It was a good presentation but other groups also very good and nice.It's a tough competition.And i'm damn tired...very insanely tired.One more month to go for our graduation and i still havent decide what to wear.Any idea?????

Effects of PMS..

Past up our 3rd report last weekend,supposingly we need to pass up on Friday but couldn't make it.So monday i went to college for discussion+class and i went to take a look of our report after class with Michelle.I'm quite satisfied with my promotion part but there's a lot of spelling error from my leader's part.

My group leader told me that she will be there around 10 something but didn't show up so i called her.She say she is on the way but she reached more than half an hour later and she's only staying at Bandar Baru Ampang and our college is at Ampang park.

Once she reached i asked why is she always late and as usual she answered me with a mad-crazy-brainless tone saying that she two days didnt sleep already because of the report.I just kept quiet because i know there's no point of not letting her embarrass herself.So after she had cool down,i confronted her with the spelling error in the report.This time we quarrelled.She blame us for everything while she as a team leader wanted to take all the work to do at first then at the last minute she only separate the work to us,and wasted her time after we done our work she went to change this change that till it's out of the topic then until i stopped her from changing our work(my work to be more precise) and still she dare to blame me for handing my part late when she still haven't finish her part.Michelle and Cheryl just kept quiet.We were all embarrassed to be there at the library,that freaking team leader shouted like a mad lady and everyone was looking at us.Though i quarrelled with her but i didn't shout like mad,but of course i'm angry and pissed off,i even asked her to change group if she want to.

After she left then we only realise that we should have record how she scream and shouted using our phone camera.I'm so stupid that time to not think about it,if not you guys could have see the video clip of how she yelled like mad.

Wednesday,went to college again for VM class.Saw that freaking team leader but this time she's in control.Went to PJ oldtown with Kym,Mich and Asthena.

#edited..

Asthena wanted to fix her car so we waited.After that we went Midvalley,Chopstick for so-called-cheap-happyhour-dimsum.I don't think the food is worth it though.Each tray is RM2.30++,non happy hour there's 4pcs in a tray but for happy hour they took one out.After all its not cheap at all.Walked for awhile after that and then we went off.

It's payback time!!!

1 like that 2 also like that!It's a PAYBACK!!!!!Arghhhhh I HATE IT!!!I hate it!!!

Last friday(21st January) when Mum,aunt and Jie came down to KL for shopping.My bestie came down to KL too with her mum who is my godmother.Went for shopping with her and her boyfriend after fetching him from Puduraya at Pavilion-Sg.Wang.After that we went home to my place before going to dinner at a seafood restaurant opposite Vistana Hotel.I've been to Vistana Hotel before for about 10 years ago so there's a little difficulties in finding the way but luckily i've been driving around KL so roughly know where is where.Once we reached,the uncles and aunties were already there and it's like a big group of them waiting for 3 of us.And we all have to squeeze in when there's around 13 of them at the table.We were eating like hamsters with our hands at the chest.But they ordered quite a lot of food though and there's shark fish too.I'm not sure whether is real shark fish or not but it's "Sha Yu",they called it in cantonese.After that,we went Thai club.

It's only 830pm by then and we were already there.First time i'm in a club so early and it's a place i called it a lala club that i would never step into but because i have to while waiting for baby to finish work and the persuasion from my bestie.There's a uncle who is quite funny,he's fat and he got 2 wives,and the best thing is his 2 wives can get along but of course they didn't join us and still he can fool around with those girls in club.I'm quite a drinker so i drank quite fast and that fat uncle saw me and so he challenged me in drinking.The deal is he bottoms up 2 glass of liquor and i bottoms up 1 glass.So we drank for about 3 or 4 shots,i quit :) I scared i'll get drunk cos i still need to meet mum and all up after that.After awhile,baby came so we left and i got a call from mum saying that they have reached.

Met them at old klang road where they were having their supper,i was a little tipsy by that time but i still know what i'm doing and what i said.

The day after,we woke up quite early to fetch mum and all from Sri Petaling Hotel then heads to Pavilion.Once we reached,we went to The Face Shop cos mum wanna get her stuff.We've been in the shop for about half an hour or more and i told mum she could shop there for the whole day cos she talked to that sales promoter non-stop.I got nail polish,one from aunt and one from mum :)

After that we went Nichii at Sg. Besi for shopping.Shop until i headache because there's too much clothes different color different design.I bought a pair of shorts,2 belts,1 cardigan and a green top.It's cheap here,reasonable priced.

Went back to Pavilion to fetch baby and then we went back to the hotel for clean up.After that we went Damansara Uptown for Japanese buffet.I was full that i can hardly breathe cos there's no more space in my stomach to fill in oxigen.

The next day,shopping again.Aunt got a hair cut from baby at his salon.SO instead of waiting,me and jie went to Sg.Wang.Mum was at Midvalley meeting up with Theresa.Their bus is at 630pm.Didnt have enough time to shop with Jie also.

A random pic of my son sleeping on his dad's *tuut*cencored :P

sensual seduction

This week will be the busiest week i guess.

Even so i will still update my blog.

So this afternoon i was searching around for charlie's blog to get my pictures that we took at Poppy the other day and yes,i got it.The pictures was uploaded at the previous post.

I like the 1st picture :)

Nothing much to blog about today...so...erm....that's all

~ciao~