Attention!

To all my buddies,for your information,me,your friend is graduating on 3rd of April 2008(Thursday).My convocation will be happening at JW Marriot Starhill,Mayang Sari Ballroom.Now i'm asking all of you whether or not to attend my graduation or maybe you want to send flowers to me on that day-the address is above.

Ticket for convocation only:RM70
convocation + fashion show:RM100

Finger foods will be provided.Me and my other coursemate will showcase our final project on that day and fashion show will be from the fashion design students.I'll receive my scroll during convocation.

It will be a honour that whoever of you,my friend,attend my graduation on that special night.

For futher information,please leave a comment and i'll get back to you asap.Latest by 22nd March for the tickets.

how?how?how?

Frustrated.

There's so much in my mind but i dont know what it is.Am i getting nervous for the graduation?Or am i nervous of what will my future be after graduation?Or some other things that happened?Am i worrying too much?Or did i bored myself too much?

2 more weeks to graduation.I still haven't found a dress.I saw one at Coast which i quite liked compared to all those that i've seen but i'm still deciding.How about the shoes to match?accessories?make-up?hairdo?

Well hair is not a problem as i have my own personal hairstylist by my side but make-up..hmmm...let make-up artist to do it for me or do it myself??

How about internship?
Going to send my resume tomorrow *monday 18th. Don't know whether can start on time or not.Gees!!!!Why the hell i'm so worried???!!!

Updates

I've been very busy since before CNY.I'm even busier during CNY.Needed to travel here and there.Reports due on the week after that.So here's a little update of what i've been thru from CNY till now.

Went back Ipoh on the eve.Ku Ma was back with Unc Steven,Dominic,Michelle and Elliot,both my cousin and cousin's girlfriend.Went out on the afternoon to get come flowers and check out on the buses back to Sitiawan.Dad cooked prawns for our reunion dinner and we had a buffet style dinner cause there's not enough seat to sit so many of us plus those who are in big sizes kwai lous.

yummy....

I wore a red dress.

First day of CNY.We all had vegetarian for lunch.Then came Unc Wai Keong & family and Unc Turkey & family.We gambled,we played black jack.Damn!Luck is not with me,i lost around 5bucks.Hahaha playing with kids and only 1 or 2 adults that's why.

We were playing 'Who Wants To Be A Millionaire' with Ku Ma's DS.

Dad went to play golf early in the morning so he's not with us.Then we wanted to go visit Kong Kong Chen at the church right at the back of our house but it closes at 1pm on public holidays,it was Kong Kong Chen's anniversary,he died 4 years ago.Then at night we went to Unc Turkey house.You all must be feeling weird why call Unc Turkey a turkey or for kai,well i'm yet to find out,probably the way he laughed.It was his nickname since childhood.We went there to watch DVD with his projector in his video room.After movie we went out to look at the fireworks at his neighbourhood.And then,we all take pictures with Unc Turkey and with all the kwai lous,they were like superstars.Haha...macam tak pernah tengok mat salleh.
with Uncle Turkey
Second day,woke up quite early.Had breakfast then went to the church to visit Kong Kong Chen.As usual,Ku Ma was being too emo and cried.SO after that,we sat Tai Pak's Merc(that's what the english people call Mercedes)to fetch me to the bus station at Medan Kidd.

Rushing back to Sitiawan cause QQ*in hakka(my uncle from S'pore) wait for me to be back there to visit my mother's side Kong Kong who passed away last year.Its not an anniversary tho but just to pay respect and also to wish him Gong Hei Fatt Choy. :) I can imagine how happy he will be and his laughter that always makes me remember of him.Then i went home to get clean after a journey of non-airconditioned bus that makes me covered with dust and dirts.

Today i wore green :)

Me and mum went Giant to get some stuff for the trip the next day to Cameron,met up with Yiyi,Unc Eric and Jie there.After shopping and sent mum home,me and Jie went bai nin at Ah Sze house.Went there for dinner.Went back home,everyone was there.Wanted to gamble but all thinking tomorrow have to wake up early so didn't.I also don't know why i'm so tired recently,keep on yawning the whole day and i can't stand the sleepyness that i usually can.SO slept quite early.

Woke up very early,630am.Prepare our stuff and get set to go Cameron.We had breakfast at Ayer Tawar cause Danny want to take something from his house so we met up at a mamak restaurant.We went in 3 cars.Met Baby and Jerry up at Tapah and not to forget my cute-dou-sei son :).So i hopped on to baby's car and off we go.We first stopped at Tanah Rata to buy some stuff for barbeque for the night.Then we drove off to Fair Haven,where we're going to stay.

It was a very old bungalow and they have a very friendly maid working there for us.There's a cat and a dog and they are loving each other.That proves that cat and dog can love each other.

piggy enjoying himself

It's very cooling staying at the hill top.It has a golf course view,a fire place and a chicken farm.After lunch,we open table outside the bungalow,one side for mahjung and another side for chor dee.As usual,non-stop eating...we sit there only there's yiyi serving us dried meat and then there's coffee then here comes the biscuits and then groundnuts.Non-stop!!Believe me.My family can really eat eat eat non-stop.Then we went pasar malam at Brinchang.Eat eat eat again.Then we went back,get clean and get ready for barbeque. QQ was the chef of the night.Cooking non-stop and of course with his beer on his hand.Food was nice..we got lamb,beef,chicken wings,sausages,squids and so much more.And yes!we're eating again non-stop.SO after that,we watched TV2 which had LOTR on air,on a very antique wooden frame television.Watched until 12 then we gambled.Lost money again.Not a good luck year for me i guess.

The next day we walked down to Ye Olde Smoke House to take pictures.Then we went to my Yi Poh house at Tanah Rata.Then we went pasar malam again and then to Highland Restaurant,our relative's,to eat charcoal steamboat.It was a great trip and i love it...especially with everyone around.

Came back to KL straight away busy busy busy because there's a report that due on that Friday.Then Thursday,which is the 8th day of Cny,have to go back Sitiawan then to Pangkor to meet Ku Ma.Then rushed back to KL before 9pm to go Baby's aunty house and then to Baby's friend house.Damn hectic!Came back from friend house 3am then i need to finish up my reports.

After that report,another report.Then we need to prepare for our presentation till today Tuesday,4th of March,i'm finally free to hang out here at Starbucks online after yesterday's final presentation.It was a good presentation but other groups also very good and nice.It's a tough competition.And i'm damn tired...very insanely tired.One more month to go for our graduation and i still havent decide what to wear.Any idea?????

Effects of PMS..

Past up our 3rd report last weekend,supposingly we need to pass up on Friday but couldn't make it.So monday i went to college for discussion+class and i went to take a look of our report after class with Michelle.I'm quite satisfied with my promotion part but there's a lot of spelling error from my leader's part.

My group leader told me that she will be there around 10 something but didn't show up so i called her.She say she is on the way but she reached more than half an hour later and she's only staying at Bandar Baru Ampang and our college is at Ampang park.

Once she reached i asked why is she always late and as usual she answered me with a mad-crazy-brainless tone saying that she two days didnt sleep already because of the report.I just kept quiet because i know there's no point of not letting her embarrass herself.So after she had cool down,i confronted her with the spelling error in the report.This time we quarrelled.She blame us for everything while she as a team leader wanted to take all the work to do at first then at the last minute she only separate the work to us,and wasted her time after we done our work she went to change this change that till it's out of the topic then until i stopped her from changing our work(my work to be more precise) and still she dare to blame me for handing my part late when she still haven't finish her part.Michelle and Cheryl just kept quiet.We were all embarrassed to be there at the library,that freaking team leader shouted like a mad lady and everyone was looking at us.Though i quarrelled with her but i didn't shout like mad,but of course i'm angry and pissed off,i even asked her to change group if she want to.

After she left then we only realise that we should have record how she scream and shouted using our phone camera.I'm so stupid that time to not think about it,if not you guys could have see the video clip of how she yelled like mad.

Wednesday,went to college again for VM class.Saw that freaking team leader but this time she's in control.Went to PJ oldtown with Kym,Mich and Asthena.

#edited..

Asthena wanted to fix her car so we waited.After that we went Midvalley,Chopstick for so-called-cheap-happyhour-dimsum.I don't think the food is worth it though.Each tray is RM2.30++,non happy hour there's 4pcs in a tray but for happy hour they took one out.After all its not cheap at all.Walked for awhile after that and then we went off.

It's payback time!!!

1 like that 2 also like that!It's a PAYBACK!!!!!Arghhhhh I HATE IT!!!I hate it!!!

Last friday(21st January) when Mum,aunt and Jie came down to KL for shopping.My bestie came down to KL too with her mum who is my godmother.Went for shopping with her and her boyfriend after fetching him from Puduraya at Pavilion-Sg.Wang.After that we went home to my place before going to dinner at a seafood restaurant opposite Vistana Hotel.I've been to Vistana Hotel before for about 10 years ago so there's a little difficulties in finding the way but luckily i've been driving around KL so roughly know where is where.Once we reached,the uncles and aunties were already there and it's like a big group of them waiting for 3 of us.And we all have to squeeze in when there's around 13 of them at the table.We were eating like hamsters with our hands at the chest.But they ordered quite a lot of food though and there's shark fish too.I'm not sure whether is real shark fish or not but it's "Sha Yu",they called it in cantonese.After that,we went Thai club.

It's only 830pm by then and we were already there.First time i'm in a club so early and it's a place i called it a lala club that i would never step into but because i have to while waiting for baby to finish work and the persuasion from my bestie.There's a uncle who is quite funny,he's fat and he got 2 wives,and the best thing is his 2 wives can get along but of course they didn't join us and still he can fool around with those girls in club.I'm quite a drinker so i drank quite fast and that fat uncle saw me and so he challenged me in drinking.The deal is he bottoms up 2 glass of liquor and i bottoms up 1 glass.So we drank for about 3 or 4 shots,i quit :) I scared i'll get drunk cos i still need to meet mum and all up after that.After awhile,baby came so we left and i got a call from mum saying that they have reached.

Met them at old klang road where they were having their supper,i was a little tipsy by that time but i still know what i'm doing and what i said.

The day after,we woke up quite early to fetch mum and all from Sri Petaling Hotel then heads to Pavilion.Once we reached,we went to The Face Shop cos mum wanna get her stuff.We've been in the shop for about half an hour or more and i told mum she could shop there for the whole day cos she talked to that sales promoter non-stop.I got nail polish,one from aunt and one from mum :)

After that we went Nichii at Sg. Besi for shopping.Shop until i headache because there's too much clothes different color different design.I bought a pair of shorts,2 belts,1 cardigan and a green top.It's cheap here,reasonable priced.

Went back to Pavilion to fetch baby and then we went back to the hotel for clean up.After that we went Damansara Uptown for Japanese buffet.I was full that i can hardly breathe cos there's no more space in my stomach to fill in oxigen.

The next day,shopping again.Aunt got a hair cut from baby at his salon.SO instead of waiting,me and jie went to Sg.Wang.Mum was at Midvalley meeting up with Theresa.Their bus is at 630pm.Didnt have enough time to shop with Jie also.

A random pic of my son sleeping on his dad's *tuut*cencored :P

sensual seduction

This week will be the busiest week i guess.

Even so i will still update my blog.

So this afternoon i was searching around for charlie's blog to get my pictures that we took at Poppy the other day and yes,i got it.The pictures was uploaded at the previous post.

I like the 1st picture :)

Nothing much to blog about today...so...erm....that's all

~ciao~

Birthday Nite Out..Part II

Ooo yeah~gimme more
...happy...
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baby wif long hair...eewwwww

nerdy in action

Just use your imagination

My cute-dou-sei son
He likes to sleep in his food bowl

Birthday Pressie from my dear Betty

My 3rd pressie from baby

It's been a few days and it's still so beautiful eventhough some have turned into purple colour which is my favourite
Last picture of my son this morning after bathed
It's not a hamster,it's a Guinea Pig!

Birthday Nite Out..

I changed to my gym clothes and there i go.Left home to Pavilion for gym and fetch baby.Clubbing cum my birthday party is at 10pm latest 11pm at Poppy.So can't make it dinner at Dragon-i.Baby's plan for me was cancelled again. :) But its ok.

Cardio for 30mins,do some back,chest and abs exercises.Went for my shower and get ready.From hair to make up,took me an hour and its already 1030pm.But Binny called me,he's not there yet.Went for a quick dinner then off we go to Poppy.Binny was at the back of us.So basically i'm not late at all.

Charlie was with Binny and Ivan.Jerry was with us so there's 6 of us.Ivan had friends inside there also,a big group of them.One of them was also actually having the same birthday as mine,so we're kinda celebrating together.By the way,charlie they all got me a birthday cake.At first i thought this year i won't have any cakes.

We had fun though.Went to the dance floor with Charlie a few times and when we're there the songs they played were not that in the mood so when we went back to our table that time all the song also nice nice one,everytime also like that.There's a bar table few steps from our table,so i was standing at the fan there cos it's very hot after losing out some calories :P

So when i was dancing right infront of the fan that time there's a couple went to the bar table to get drinks and the girl was feeling hot also,so she came and stand next to me or should i say dancing next to me.I'm kinda like walking here and there between the fan and our table.So the next thing i know when i went back to the fan again,that girl came and dance with me.The boyfriend of hers was looking at us dancing.We were very close and touchy though.

After that,baby asked to leave cos he's working morning the next day.So then we left,i didn't even said anything to the girl that i danced with.I felt its quite no manners.But i don't care la cos i'm tipsy. :P

So that's the end of my birthday celebration...thank you all.I had a great time.

P.s : The cake was taken before i left...still can see the broken pieces of choc with my name on it.Kinda waste but like Charlie said its just a tradition,no need to fiinish it.

I love it...

...i'm happy that i chose u baby....

It all started in the thursday morning.Baby gave me a clue.Sort of like a treasure hunt game.Those clues that he gave were so easy,i got it right easily.So i get changed and went down to his 'wife's backside'.The weather was damn hot and i'm standing under the sun.When i opened the boot...i saw...THIS!

The only thing i can say that time was "Oh my god!",not only once but i repeat it over and over again.I couldn't believe that this is actually real and i'm not dreaming.I closed the boot and i quickly rush up to my apartment.Hugged my baby before he enter the bathroom to take his shower. :) I didn't took out the pressie out from theboot because i wanted to take picture later.So i after my shower,make-up and bla bla bla...we left the crib went down to the car again to take pictures.Took the pressie and all the 100 roses back to my crib.We put all the flowers in to a pail with water and then we leave.

I don't know what is baby's plan exactly and i just follow wherever he go.He said wanna walk out to take cab and it was like fucking hot outside and its takes quite a distant.So at the end he drove.We went Petaling Street for lunch and i ate assam laksa.After that,baby took me somewhere..i thought he wanna bring me to a place to rape me or something *giggles*.We passed by Central Market and then we came to a bridge that i haven't been that can see the post office and still i don't know where we are going...
Walk walk walk walk...we reached the KTM train station.Baby bought the tickets and still i don't know where are we going cos i'm using the touch&go.He told me we need one hour to reach the place...while waiting for the train to reach the destination we camwhored...
We past by Subang,we past by Klang...kampung...And not to forget,my dear binny called me and asked me to go Poppi tommorow to celebrate my birthday for me.I'm so happy and i'm so touched.

And this is the so-called-famous indian temple in KL or probably Klang

At the end the train stops at Port Klang and i was asking "what are we going to do here???".Baby just asked me to follow him and then....we were there at the Jeti Pulau Ketam.That time was 5 something in the evening.We stopped by at the stall and bought 100plus to drink and baby asked about the ferry.The last ferry to come back here is 6pm.And we were like "WHAT!!!".We doubt about it and so we went to the ferry there and asked.That ferry man asked us to come next time. "-_-Disappointed.So we called Ivan and asked if there's anything nice restaurant around.He guide us to Teluk Pulai to a bak kut teh restaurant.And you know what...the shop is CLOSED!

DISAPPOINTED.

We end up going back to KL and decide what to eat.Wanted to eat my favourite seafood but...so after coming out with a few places i decided not to eat expensive food.We went Kajang for satay :)

It was the second time i went there with baby.He make me eat my own species by lying to me it is chicken.And i ate rabbit meat...ewww...After that i felt so uneasy and i felt bad.Damn!!

So we went home to baby's house and we found out that his dad is actually having the same birthday with me.After that we went back to my crib and we watched Good Luck Chuck before we sleep.So that's it for my birthday eve.

Going to gym later and then Dragon-i for dinner and then head on to Poppi.I heard it was a suprise for me...can't wait...will update about it soon

And before i forget,this is my birthday pressie.Its a COACH bracelet cum handphone accessory.

Happy Birthday to me!!!Big girl lor...

p.s: my first time received so many roses...thank you baby

~ciao~

3 more days to go....

Got very pissed this morning.I don't understand how can a freaking late 40s woman can be such a *tuuttt*.Cannot blame cause she's not exposed to the modern way of living,not that educated and not open minded enough to even get close to her.I'm not talking about my mum.My mum is so good to me and to every of my boyfriend and my friends,without worrying about losing a daughter or losing her status as a mother and of course she's not calculative till that EXTENT!Maybe this woman is having her menopause.Looking at her face really makes me feel like slapping her on the face and tell her "Can you just not put that grumpy look on your face every single second,minutes,hours and days?!".Seriously if i have a choice,i wouldn't want to see her again,NEVER again!At this age,you should be more tolerate and more understanding and not acting like a 4 year old.

I can be patient every time but this time i really cannot.Maybe because i'm on mentrual period.Stomach cramp like shit!And now damn sleepy and headache.Got freaking lots of assignments to do..and the deadline is 25th,two more weeks left.Die die die...

Yesterday mum called when i'm in the class.I said i'll call her back but didn't,as you people know i'm very forgetful so this morning i remembered and i called her back.Well she's not coming down KL this friday because she have don't-know what function at her office.Can't celebrate my birthday with her around.Anyway she's coming down the week after with maybe grandma,yiyi and jie,if not she will come down alone. :) Cause she's coming down for Chinese New Year shopping and getting stuff for my crib.

3 more days and i'm turning 20.Its just around the corner and i couldn't believe it that i'm getting old.Hmmm...i wonder what did my baby prepared for me...can't wait

*no offence to the woman's family members that i mentioned and to all the woman who is at the same age that i'm talking about...just that woman alone,no one else

Bye Betty!

Finally Betty went to Singapore today early in the morning.She went there to pursue her degree.I'm happy for her but sad also cause i'll be all alone here in KL.No one to laugh out loud like no one business over the "woooowww!!" in msn's emotion sound,no one to yum cha with and no one to share dirty little secrets too.

So grateful of her,last wednesday her boyfriend organized a suprise farewell party for her at IZZI Pizza Damansara Uptown.But the suprise was blown by one of her friends that her boyfriend forgot to invite.But she don't know who will be there though.

I was in PJ since 5 something,right after discussion in college.Since its so early so i called Tze out yum cha.I don't really know how to go there and i was lost once at LDP and so happened that i make a U-turn and went to Jln 222 there.I don't even know the road to go SS2 but luckily there's a few times i took the road before with baby.And suprisingly i can recognize and i got my way there successfully.I'm so proud of myself *grin*

So after i fetch Tze we went KTZ to yum cha and i have all time favourite Mango Loh.Yummy yummy...After that,drop Tze to buy chicken rice for her girlfriend then send her home.So after getting the direction from Tze,i find the way to IZZI.And again i found my way.I'm early,i'm the first one who reached there.KL culture is always like that said 715pm but all the people reached at 815pm or even later.I waited about an hour.I don't even know a anyone there except for Betty and her boyfirend.Its a great farewell party though although there are only 15 of us.What matters most is the effort of making all this successful even though there's someone that blown it off.

By the way,Betty will probably come back next saturday,at least can celebrate my birthday with her this year. :)

Happy New Year?

Dear bloggy,

Sorry I didn't feed you for almost a month or so because i was busy with alot of stuff for instant graduation project,earn money,relationship,time management and so on.And this is my first blog for this brand new year.

8 more days to go to reach the second decade of my life.I wonder will this year will be different,I guess this time wont be like last year's birthday and with less people.What to wish for this year???Hmmm...i guess more cash so that i can buy more stuff to decorate my crib and also to pay for all the stuff needed for graduation.We all(me and my groupmates) estimated to take out at least 1k for the graduation.Damn..

For the past few years,life were so miserable everytime every year.My last year's resolution was not to make my life so miserable but still,things happened.Is hard to control things that you won't know what will happen.Fate i supposed.Since I cannot control my life then i better make some new year's resolution which i can control and that is to lose 5kg.In order to do so i need to commit myself in going gym and have a healthy diet.(ya rite...)

Talking about gym,i wasted nearly 2 months.Damn!Paid nearly 200 bucks(i know i'm not in US) a month but didn't go.Wanted to go today but i fell sick,heaty,flu and i got a huge gigantic ulcer near my throat,wanna swallow water also pain.Pity me.

Oh yeah,I got a new pet for Xmas.Its a baby guinea pig from my baby.Isn't it cute?!Its a male and his name comes from my guinea pig name that i had before this;piggy.He changed a few names,it was kuku and when i went back Sitiawan with baby,everyone calls him 'piggy' because of the piggy that i had before this,including my grandma who don't even know how to speak english,so when she calls piggy ,it always sounds like "kiki".So then i decided to named him piggy.Later i will go and get a female guinea pig to accompany him.

Ok that's it for today,i'm getting sleepy already.I'll try to update you more often ok,bloggy?Good night.

Regards,
Your lazy owner,JessC.

Damn!I hate HR!!!!

Yesterday we had Human Resource Management final exam.It's fucking hard.I studied and done revision for the past 2 days and yet it was so difficult.Its been so long i never been studying so hard already but still...The case study was difficult,we were supposed to answer two questions which consisted of 8 questions and i only managed to answer 3 questions for each and its all plain bullshits.I wonder if the lecturer understand what i'm trying to answer or not.
After the exam all came out saying the same thing "Damn hard la weh.."but i'm sure their marks will be quite high when the results come out.I got a feeling i will fail this.

My lappy still not fixed yet but half-fixed though.I was told its not a big problem.Thank God.What is most important is all my assignments and my pictures.I would pay the price just to get back all my files in my harddisk.

Went to gym yesterday evening,too long didn't work out already,i got dizzy.Damn tired.And i went alone again this morning at Pavilion,just done some cardio and abs that's all because i was damn damn damn tired.I'm very sleepy now...zzzzzzzzzzzzz

choices to be made...

Being very very tired lately;physically and mentally.Moving in to my crib pretty soon,getting the place clean and decorating it,used up alot of energy and time.Assignments and my fashion marketing project makes me even more tired.Argghhhhhhhh..

In a bad luck lately,lappy GONE!Cannot turn it on.WTF!!!Life without lappy=lifeless;no blogging,no friendster,no facebook and no entertainment.Now in pc lab in college and feeling sleepy but need to discuss stuff with groupmates.

I like my groupmates this time,people that i've never been working with before except for michelle.We got a big sister to lead us,a hardworking babe and two creative minds which included me.Four of us;Joanne,Cheryl,Michelle and me.But there's also something we lack of team work and differences with the way of thinking.All this i'm sure we can overcome.

Well,Ivan is back from Switz.Fat like pig like that.Went to Binny'se hse that day,wanted to barbeque but end up we didn't.Because we don't want to drown ourselves into the indian sea.Its been awhile i didn't hang out at his place,feels like i'm back at my second home.

*Just finished discussion...

As i've said,we had overcome our problem now.More organize already with the time table that Joanne did.Lots of work to be done.I cannot be dilly-dally anymore and be more determine in my work.

I don't know why am i so tired.Maybe i've stressed up my mind too much that's why.Need to make decision about relationship but just fuck it la.Let it flow...

I wonder why...

I've been very tired lately even though I'm not working and no discussion meetings for last week.I work also very easy,only 4hrs and its not a everyday thing.

Everyday i will have to wake up early in the morning even though i got nothing to do,just because i don't want to stay at home,not my home anyway,just the room.I guess that's the reason of me being so tired,sleep late every night and have to wake up early without a point.

I need a space of my own so that i can be at home anytime i want,do whatever i want at my own home.Talked to mum the other day,as far as i know,i think i wont be pursuing my degree next year.Sad to say,i need to stay back here in Malaysia for at least a year or maybe more because i need to work first then after few years later then i only go for my degree.

Now i come to making a choice whether to be a air stewardess or working in the fashion line.I got all the good contacts in fashion line already but as a fresh grad,the salary will not be that enough when i need to pay this and that when comes to that time.I thought of going to try for another time for Air Asia,since i've been through their first interview before so i will know what to prepare myself to.Is just that time will not be enough for me if i'm a air stewardess and it will be like 3 years contract so how will i be able to study by then?Is it too old for it already??And i'm afraid i'll be lazy already after working.But i believe if i got the determination,i can do it.

Another weird suggestion from a customer i'm serving that day when i'm working,its a indian guy.He was like asking me what am i studying this and that..and he suggested that i go to become a actress and it must be a comedy movie.I was like "?????okay...".If i have a few inches more,modelling will be perfect for me.I wish.Obviously i wont take my customer's suggestion into consideration,i wont want to make myself looks like a fool.

Starting to get busy after today,doing our final marketing project.Busy busy busy...i wonder how can i cope.Have to finish this third report by next January 25th.I don't think i can even enjoy my birthday.

Finally though,i rented a new place.Paid deposit already,getting the keys this Thursday.Good good good.Finally wei....:P

*i lost weight!not much but only 3kgs...need to loss more and more...

Popo Chen's 81st Birthday

This time is not the same anymore,no more family gathering no more celebration.Till Dad texted me just now to remind me about grandma birthday and asked us to call her.So i called.

Me : tut tut..tut tut(phone rings)...hello,nenek mane?(talking to the maid)
Maid : siapa nih?
Me : jess...
Maid : nanti ya...
Popo : hello..who is this?*cantonese*
Me : Popo chen..its me,jess arh
Popo : where have you been arh?you naughty girl leh
Me : KL lor...no naughty la
Popo : you arh must study hard arh...get the knowledge and it will be your assets in the future..nothing to be worry now just concentrate on your studies*english*
Me : i will i will...Po..Happy Birthday!
Popo : *sounded happy* ei you still remember arh...thank you.But it was yesterday
Me : yea...i know.Popo still don't want to sleep meh?
Popo : Not yet la...old people also cannot sleep one...later la
Me : Then okla po...You take care.
Popo : Okla...you be good arh.Good night...bye
Me : Ok..bye.

Wah...i was thinking.Starting of the coonersation already say i'm naughty girl.I wonder who is that who tell her that.You know i know la right.Sigh...i felt so bad,one old lady celebrating her birthday with the maid.

Well i have not posted any blogs since the last one.My apologize and i hope its not too late.Hahaha...lyrics.Having a bad headache the whole day,low blood pressure i supposed.No matter how much i sleep,the headache will still be there.Been busy lately,with discussion meet ups and assignments.Even got job also i push away....

I got lotsa lotsa stuff...

Went back to Subang yesterday to pack my stuff.First thing when i step in to the house,aunty was asking me whether i've gain weight.Shit!i really gained so much weight...or maybe i'm just bloated*excuse*.Even popo also saw me gained weight.She said i look better like that,face rounder,you know old people like to see people fair fair and fleshy chubby.

I didn't realise i got so many clothes and shoes;3 big IKEA plastic bag and one luggage bag and its heavy!I remember when i first move in that time i got only 5 or 6 big luggage bags and now..me myself also couldn't believe it.And one big bag of my handbags.

I couldn't believe it that i've gained so much weight so just now when i was hanging out with Betty at Starbucks Pavilion,i logged into my friendster account and view my pictures now and then.Face got not much difference though cos my face are always chubby,but my tummy and hips!Shit...i'm so sad now.Damn!Anyone can recommend any ways or formula or dietary recipes of losing weight???

We are family!

Binny finally came back from Switz last week and we met up at Frangi.Met Tze darling,she came over to Pavilion with her girlfriend.It's been so long,got so emo and we hugged each other so tight,nearly cried.She laughed at me when she saw me from far away because she never see me looked so decent before.She's like saying "where's the hot chick that i've known?".She's just exaggerating.LOL.

We went Frangi.Met Binny.Same thing;hugged...kissed.It's like for years when it's only for 3 weeks.It's a very packed night in Frangi.We didn't really enjoy much with the crowd there.Bored.So we left to the usual place we go everytime after Frangi.Binny bought me cover girl waterproof mascara,lumpy brooch,handphone accessory,chocolate and a adidas make up bag.I love everything!!!!Love Lumpy brooch the most.Its so cute.*will update pictures soon*

Then the next day(Saturday),me and Binny went Velvet Underground to celebrate Dada and Jimmy's birthday.We bought thongs for them.One red and one white.Damn sexy...hahaha...i wonder if they would wear it or not.There's a event at Zouk that night,it was packed.Then there's photographers all around.There's a photographer at the dance floor kept taking my pictures and also Binny.Had fun,it's been so long that i haven't been partying.I'm so happy.

Tired,tired,tired,tired...been working and working and working.Even i got one day class in a week but i still lack of time and sleep.Hopefully they found another part time so i can work less but earn less wor.And yeah...might be changing to Marc Jacob to work.Yahoo...will see how it goes...

The Road Not Taken

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,

And sorry I could not travel both

And be one traveller, long I stood

And looked down one as far as I could

To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,

And having perhaps the better claim,

Because it was grassy and wanted wear;

Though as for that the passing there

Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay

In leaves no step had trodden black.

Oh, I kept the first for another day!

Yet knowing how way leads on to way,

I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh

Somewhere ages and ages hence:

Two roads diverged in a wood, and I--

I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference

...Robert Frost

I wonder if this poem sounds familiar to you.I remembered I first read it when I'm at highschool,memorized each lines to read it out loud to all the classmates and teacher to listen.It was form four if I'm not mistaken.Well that time I barely understand what the poem is trying to tell and now as I've grown up soon to be in my 20's in 2 months time,I think I've understand after decided so many things in my life since I graduated from highschool.

At first I thought to study mass communication to be in the advertising line but later on I realise there's so many people wanted to study the same course at that time.It was a hit this recent years.Then I thought of photography since I love taking pictures so much and it wasn't a good choice to take the course here in M'sia after all.And then I thought of arts,well I don't think I'm that artistic anyway so nop!So I thought of being a image consultant and my mum agreed and check it out for me.I went to check out at LKW as well as they're more like a designing college.Then mum found this college,where Melinda Looi and also other local designers was from.I went there to check out and I found this course that I'm studying now.

Apart from that,staying with dad.When I first came down to KL,I stayed at a uncle house because of some issues with aunty which is my step mother before that.So after a while,she eventually persuaded me to go back there to stay and i thought since she's offering,it should be fine so i went back to dad's to stay.Lots of things happened.Often i make the wrong choice,even choosing the right people to be with.But it's not that i'm always that bad in all that.

And now,been through so many things.After all the conflicts and misfortunate incident that occured.Life has changed,again.People around me have changed,people that i befriended with are different,vision of life changed and the environment i'm living in has also changed.Thanks to Binny,Tze,Dada who are always there to cheer up my life and there to back me up.I hope it will never ever change.And thanks Lynn who are there to give me advice when i need guidance and helped me through my most difficult time.

After months of having a hard time at dad's,now i've decided to move out.Going to confirm the condo that i'm going to rent by tomorrow.Busy of working lately as a part time promoter at Pavilion to earn some money.Like i said i've been fasting shopping ever since.Gained weight,low sel-esteem,emotional,negative,impatient,stubborn,migrain,etc.etc.,all due to the hormone imbalance that i've got.

Well,i'm happy now at the moment because i can finally move out staying alone without worrying what will happen next once i reach home.I hope this is the right road that i've choose.