Appreciated

Sometimes things is not easy to be share.Tats y sometimes i kept everything to myself,u can only c me smiling all d time but actually i'm suffering inside.Dun force me to say it out cos i jst dunwan to,its really not easy at all,n u will jst make me even more worst.

So while i'm writing tis blog,my bro msg me in msn.At 1st he got ntg to chat wif me but he say he saw me on9,he still haf to at least say 'hi' even tho he got ntg to chat wif me.I nvr tot tat someone who will really respect me becos of i'm his/her godsis,he's d only one.While we got ntg to chat abt he came out wif a topic;

T :just now J quarrel wif her gf over a stupid small thing...i wonder y they still together
Me :hahahaha...quarrel is a way of understanding
T :including scolding bad words and raising voice like mad?
Me :hmmmm quarrel is like tat wan la...depends on their attitute toward each other
T :(telling me wat had happen*confidential sikit ya*;is something abt J took a pic wif a girl.So d girl post it on d net.J's gf saw it n asked J to ask d girl to del it)....isn't it ridiculous?
Me :must understand his gf aso ma...cos she too care abt him adi,too love him
T :she kept on calling him,he's playing game which money counts
Me :is like tat 1 la
T :is every girl like tat?includes u?
Me :when come to tis kinda things,girls tend to dun care wats goin on in tis world n only concentrates on tat topic they r quarreling abt
T :wah...girls r scary...
Me :becos we care too much
T :i thought got girls are understanding enuf tim
Me :but of cos i've learned adi la...wont be so unreasonable
*some conversation had been edited*

Well,i admit i was unreasonable b4.As i said i've learned n i'm still learning,I learn to calm myself down n haf a talk instead of raising voices.Guys shud understand y girls act tat way,becos we girls r more emotional than guys do,we r not violent n wat we can oni do is bugging u all d time wif d same issue until u haf solve it even tho it happened few days ago or even months or years ago.Once it happens,we tend to feel insecure,we calls we bugs eventho we knw where u r from d last few calls n we still calls.Appreciates d feelings ur gf haf for u,they care n love u tats y she act tat way.N nvr ever take them for granted!

Ok,so bak to my topic.For so long,wat i've done for my previous bf is nvr appreciated.I dun nit anything in return but at least a word of appreciation will do but none n still wana take me for granted.No matter how he hurt me,i still forgive him becos i love him so much,before.Tats y i left n look for someone who will appreciate in everything i do for him n our relationship.N now there is.I jst talked to him jst nw,i'm so touch cos he really do appreciates wat i've done for him.He treats me so good till sometimes i feel i dun gif enuff for our relationship.For d 1st time,i felt i'm so appreciated.N i appreciates it so much.

All a girl wants is appreciation n not those sweeter-than-honey words u said to us.We wana feel secure n sweeter-than-honey words,its works at 1st but after awhile,when d love grow deeper,sweeter-than-honey words will only makes us feel insecure becos u can say it to any otha girls but it can be use when u r trying to make her happy when she's upset.Guys too want to be appreciated rite?