I got lotsa lotsa stuff...

Went back to Subang yesterday to pack my stuff.First thing when i step in to the house,aunty was asking me whether i've gain weight.Shit!i really gained so much weight...or maybe i'm just bloated*excuse*.Even popo also saw me gained weight.She said i look better like that,face rounder,you know old people like to see people fair fair and fleshy chubby.

I didn't realise i got so many clothes and shoes;3 big IKEA plastic bag and one luggage bag and its heavy!I remember when i first move in that time i got only 5 or 6 big luggage bags and now..me myself also couldn't believe it.And one big bag of my handbags.

I couldn't believe it that i've gained so much weight so just now when i was hanging out with Betty at Starbucks Pavilion,i logged into my friendster account and view my pictures now and then.Face got not much difference though cos my face are always chubby,but my tummy and hips!Shit...i'm so sad now.Damn!Anyone can recommend any ways or formula or dietary recipes of losing weight???

We are family!

Binny finally came back from Switz last week and we met up at Frangi.Met Tze darling,she came over to Pavilion with her girlfriend.It's been so long,got so emo and we hugged each other so tight,nearly cried.She laughed at me when she saw me from far away because she never see me looked so decent before.She's like saying "where's the hot chick that i've known?".She's just exaggerating.LOL.

We went Frangi.Met Binny.Same thing;hugged...kissed.It's like for years when it's only for 3 weeks.It's a very packed night in Frangi.We didn't really enjoy much with the crowd there.Bored.So we left to the usual place we go everytime after Frangi.Binny bought me cover girl waterproof mascara,lumpy brooch,handphone accessory,chocolate and a adidas make up bag.I love everything!!!!Love Lumpy brooch the most.Its so cute.*will update pictures soon*

Then the next day(Saturday),me and Binny went Velvet Underground to celebrate Dada and Jimmy's birthday.We bought thongs for them.One red and one white.Damn sexy...hahaha...i wonder if they would wear it or not.There's a event at Zouk that night,it was packed.Then there's photographers all around.There's a photographer at the dance floor kept taking my pictures and also Binny.Had fun,it's been so long that i haven't been partying.I'm so happy.

Tired,tired,tired,tired...been working and working and working.Even i got one day class in a week but i still lack of time and sleep.Hopefully they found another part time so i can work less but earn less wor.And yeah...might be changing to Marc Jacob to work.Yahoo...will see how it goes...

The Road Not Taken

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,

And sorry I could not travel both

And be one traveller, long I stood

And looked down one as far as I could

To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,

And having perhaps the better claim,

Because it was grassy and wanted wear;

Though as for that the passing there

Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay

In leaves no step had trodden black.

Oh, I kept the first for another day!

Yet knowing how way leads on to way,

I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh

Somewhere ages and ages hence:

Two roads diverged in a wood, and I--

I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference

...Robert Frost

I wonder if this poem sounds familiar to you.I remembered I first read it when I'm at highschool,memorized each lines to read it out loud to all the classmates and teacher to listen.It was form four if I'm not mistaken.Well that time I barely understand what the poem is trying to tell and now as I've grown up soon to be in my 20's in 2 months time,I think I've understand after decided so many things in my life since I graduated from highschool.

At first I thought to study mass communication to be in the advertising line but later on I realise there's so many people wanted to study the same course at that time.It was a hit this recent years.Then I thought of photography since I love taking pictures so much and it wasn't a good choice to take the course here in M'sia after all.And then I thought of arts,well I don't think I'm that artistic anyway so nop!So I thought of being a image consultant and my mum agreed and check it out for me.I went to check out at LKW as well as they're more like a designing college.Then mum found this college,where Melinda Looi and also other local designers was from.I went there to check out and I found this course that I'm studying now.

Apart from that,staying with dad.When I first came down to KL,I stayed at a uncle house because of some issues with aunty which is my step mother before that.So after a while,she eventually persuaded me to go back there to stay and i thought since she's offering,it should be fine so i went back to dad's to stay.Lots of things happened.Often i make the wrong choice,even choosing the right people to be with.But it's not that i'm always that bad in all that.

And now,been through so many things.After all the conflicts and misfortunate incident that occured.Life has changed,again.People around me have changed,people that i befriended with are different,vision of life changed and the environment i'm living in has also changed.Thanks to Binny,Tze,Dada who are always there to cheer up my life and there to back me up.I hope it will never ever change.And thanks Lynn who are there to give me advice when i need guidance and helped me through my most difficult time.

After months of having a hard time at dad's,now i've decided to move out.Going to confirm the condo that i'm going to rent by tomorrow.Busy of working lately as a part time promoter at Pavilion to earn some money.Like i said i've been fasting shopping ever since.Gained weight,low sel-esteem,emotional,negative,impatient,stubborn,migrain,etc.etc.,all due to the hormone imbalance that i've got.

Well,i'm happy now at the moment because i can finally move out staying alone without worrying what will happen next once i reach home.I hope this is the right road that i've choose.

Proud to be a Malaysian

Thanks to Lynn that i got the chance to experience this worthwhile historical event at Kuala Lumpur Convention Centre to watch the launching of our Malaysia's first Angkasawan.

It was more than 8000 people in that event.Our Prime Minister was there too.We sat on the reserved table along the hall way where everyone was asking for it.Most of the people included me were wearing traditional malay clothes.I wore a kebaya that i borrowed from Lynn.Its a bit too big for me but it still look nice.I met a lot of familiar faces at the event who i've met on Lynn's party last April and also people that you will see on our Malaysia news and newspaper.

We waited so long for this moment.We were there since 7pm at the hall.After buka puasa a.k.a break fast which i thought it was breakfast when i saw the programme list,we first had lamb soup with pitta bread.Then here comes our main course dinner then fruits then dessert then coffee/tea.Full like hell.And...we still got one more hour left before the launching.Nothing to do,except for the malay men to do their 8-time prayer,very long one.So went out to toilet and some went for ciggie break.Till....9pm,then we went in to the hall.

Preparing to blast off...

Here we go...our light of Malaysia

Our feeling is so mixed up:proud,sad,happy,worry,touch,etc.etc. Proudly present our Malaysian first Angkasawan at the left...successfully blasted *hahahaha*

Media from other countries...This is from Japan.How long since you ever stand up straight and sing our national anthem..

We often make people thought that we are malay unintentionally...

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After the launching,we hang out for awhile then went up to Sky Bar.It's my first visit.Nice...i like it.It would be fun to have a private pool party here.How i wish i got that money to celebrate it that way.But i won't give up,no matter how old i am when i got the money i'll close up the place and have my own pool party.What i can do now is just plan and dream about it...haha

I've never seen KLCC so beautiful before...amazed*

Thanks DT and Lynn for inviting us. :)

Fasting month for this shopaholic

Our country's new shopping malls;Pavilion,The Gardens and Sunway Pyramid phase 2.Provide new brands that just entered our country in all this shopping malls like Juicy Couture,DKNY and so much more.

But this shopaholic who are blogging this now,like every malays in the country who are fasting for bulan ramadhan that cannot drink neither eat until buka puasa,i have to fast.Is not that i don't drink or eat but shopping.I cannot shop.No money...sad

Went to Pavilion today for a part time job interview at Thomas Sabo Jewellery.Need to work so that i can go shopping :P...Not a very formal interview though,is just telling me what they are offering and days i need to work.

But this semester i got FMP1,that need to start planning about our final marketing project.Which means i'll be very busy even though i got only a class in this semester.So even if i work also,it will may be for 2 or 3 days in a week.

All because of money.Can i handle all this?????

When You're Gone

Recently there's a song that i like recently.I like the lyrics.I want to dedicate this song to a special someone,you know who you are.

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you

I never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
They lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah Yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
Yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

Nosey wormies..

It's been so long since the last blog posted.Was away for semester break.Went back to my 'home sweet home',where that's the place i call it 'home'.Went to Cameron,Pangkor,Penang and Hatyai.

Went Penang for day trip with mum and all but before that we went to Bukit Mertajam to eat their famous specialties at Jalan Pasar,wasted that i didn't get any pictures of it.The curry noodles,prawn mee and kuih chap...yummy!!!So after that we went to a chinese doctor nearby because Danny,my sister's boyfriend wanted to pick out his nose worms.Sounds interesting isn't it??hehe...

We walked quite a distance to that shop.Once we reached there,each one of us let the doctor to touch our nose see if we have any worms.Among us,only mum and Danny have it.I wonder how that doctor do it by just touching the nose softly and not even looking at it.So mum and Danny did the medication.

Can you see the worms???Well the nosey worms doesn't comes out from the nose though...its from the mouth when you blow out the smoke.Weird right?I also don't know how it happens but there's really worms dropped out.These worms that you can see is just tiny little worms,there are three types;this one,medium and long large ones which they called it the 'dragon'.

I wanted to try but too bad i don't have any worms to drop out even though sometimes when i allergy i will feel itchy like there's worms moving beneath my skin on my nose.

This is something interesting about my semester break and now i'm back and going back to college tommorow morning.And the thing is this semester i only got one day class!!Hurrayyy!!!Planning to get a part time job to earn some money and to fill up my free time.Going for an interview coming Tuesday at Pavilion Thomas Sabo,a jewellery shop.I want shopping!!!!!!!