Life after Easter

*Tis Easter egg was brought all da way back from UK,is a pressie from my beloved 'ku ma'*

Tis year's Easter really meant alot to me.I went to City Harvest church on Saturday-15th April.It was totally awesome,overall everything was great,da worship,da ppl,da pastor,everything!Tat was da nite where i decided to open up for God to come back to me,i accepted Him back to my life again.Get to knw alot of new ppl,they r all vry frenly.I feel more welcome there compared to my previous church i went.Everything tat da pastor said was all actually make sense n closely related to US(no matter how old u r).I really enjoyed myself there n glad tat i went there.

I've learned alot.From tat,i've made my decisions.Well,things had happened n i dunwan to mention it here.Eventhou its brings harm but I nit to go thru tis stages before reaching destiny.Tats wat i've learned from da sermon.Tis decisions tat i've made its better for everyone,i dun think i will regret but i'll hope there's something we can learned from wat had happened from da past n change.It's sad,hurt,unbearable but time will heal,even it will left more or less of scars but wat we haf to do is face it n forgive.I do not blame anyone for wat had happened as i've forgive but if U think i'm wrong,jst continue blaming me or even hate me if u will feel better.I'll pray for u n for myself.So i'm not unhappy,down or even angry rite now.I told myself da 1st thing i came back to stw is to go thru it n live my NEW life.Y new?well,something or somebody had walked out of my life.I kept thinking of wat had happened thou but i think ONE day,i will stop thinking abt it anymore,maybe when i'm in kl next week,busy working which will makes me no time for it n slowly fades....

Slowly i'm changing myself.Like today,i've changed my simcard to a new one,get a facial,curled my eyelashes(DAMN!it looks shorter) n soon i gonna get a hairdo.BUt now having a hard time deciding la,so many ppl gave compliments abt my hair now,i like tis WILD look but but but so many but....haih...Tomolo i'll change my bedsheet,go gym,dun go out at nite(as if),start to make plans wif papa eric abt me goin kl.So many ppl said i looks pale n ill,maybe,after da struggle n those sleepless nites,i really haf to change my lifestyle now,REALLY!Well jst let it goes da way God wanted to...

Pals,pray for me k...