Choice haf made,i must be responsible

Its been a month i'm here in kl,working for most of d time.Sometimes i jst wanted to quit becos of d tiredness i've been thru.Now it only left abt 3weeks or less than tat but i overheard tat they were planning to extend d time period.Well i hope not.D last time i went back to stw,i've discussed wif mum abt my interest n wat i shud study.So i asked is there a position called image consultant,there is so mum helped me to find out.She found Raffles Designing Institute for me,which Melinda Looi was gratuated from n alot more of local+successful designers.I went to d institute to find out last week on my off day.Its a nice place,nice building,nice environment n they seems to be more concentrate on designing n marketing.I guess i will enjoy myself study there.So tis week,tis coming thursday,i'm goin there to register wif dad.School gonna start at 9th July,which i only got few weeks to play after my work here den go sch.Where got enuff orh?!But is ok la...After i study,i only got one week of holidays in each semester,so short but its faster for me to get my diploma.Its only 2yrs 3mnths of studies compare to LKW which takes 3yrs.I hope i've make da right choice.Well tis is wat i like to do n i'm interested in.Wish me luck guys!

I could only wish....

Vry sad to hear tat dad said tat in da future all our babies is not his.Meaning-all of my or my sis children is not Chen.Dad,only got 3 daughters included me,no son.He's tot maybe vry english n open minded but in some ways,he's vry china man.So i always haf a tot tat if in da future i got 2 sons,da 2nd one will put my surname.
Some of my ex bf really loved me cos they agree,but at last we aso broke up hehehehe :p.But sometimes,things will be different from wat they said when its really happen.I really hope my future husband will understand n let me do wat i wish to...haih but vry hard la...Next time b4 go dating wif a guy must ask them 1st lor,if not it will waste each other time...but i sked will scare them off leh hahahahaha so how arh....haih let it be lor...Vry selfish hor me...

Joga Bonito-Play beautiful

So,I've been working for abt 1 week now.Tired but fun.I'm working in a nice place,a booth tat looks like a semi football.Is kinda grand thing actually,reporter even came n took pictures.The reporter even asked me n my another colleague to take a pic wif us holding jerseys,so it might come out in The Star newspaper lifestyle section.Den astro came to shot 'gogo trendy'.Last friday was da launching day,Nike haf a party at a gym nearby,they make it to a vry nice place,vry creative.Alot of media came,NTV7,astro,channel[V],reporters from all da newspaper company,magazines etc.Ok so let me tell u wat so big deal abt all tis,its World Cup 2006 bro!

I'm staying at papa eric's hse.Staying wif him let me learn alot,his past,his experiences,vry interesting.Well one of a day,from wat i remember is papa's bday.Haf dinner wif big boss at coca restaurant to celebrate papa's big day,its a vry rare thing tat big boss will purposely came over to kl at nite n celebrate employee's bday.Da steamboat cost abt rm500+ for 7 of us.After tat we went to a coffee shop nearby our hse,old klang raod for a drink wif daddy.Dad was already drinking wif his frens but becos of me n papa's bday he came all da way from Puchong n he's half way drunk.Vry happy to c dad tat nite,he's so funny,as usual,he toks abt me n telling me things.I din knw tat actually i'm tough till dad told me.He said when i was young,abt 18 months old,he bath me tat time i fell down n my head got swollen n i din even cry n wat he said to me was "jess,stand up.Everything will be fine"n did ntg to my head!Tat was really funny when he said tat to me.Da same thing he said to me when i was at kindergarden private sch,i fell all da way down from da stairs infront of him!N i din even cry!He told me alot of things which he had told me b4,sound familiar each time but everytime it touch me deep inside.Dad let me stay at papa's place for long cos he knw tat there's issue between me n aunty,so its better for me to stay outside.

I think i'm growing fat staying wif papa.He always brings me to supper after work.He knw how to eat n wherever he brought me,is all good food especially da famous curry chicken noodles...yummmmm*drooling*.He told me stories too,abt his past,so kelian but vry interesting.

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