Wednesday, June 18, 2008

Worst Pick Up Line Ever

Yesterday I went back to Mongoose to get my pay cheque and had lunch with my ex-colleagues at The Canteen @ Megan Avenue.I missed them.Think about it,it was fun working with these people.Everyone was suprised by my 'new' look.My nickname changed from pocahontas to cleopatra.Imagine that till I reveal myself. :)

Went back to Pavilion after that.Wanted to study but end up sleeping in the car,trimmed my hair,cutted my split ends away with baby's scissors,KFC for teatime...heh..I just can't concentrate. :) I want to shop!I've been controlling myself for the past few months...It was hell.

Next,I went to No Black Tie for the Music on the Up event.The crowd was not as good as the previous one.I was introduced to this man called Shimi,a ex-designer for Mongoose,by Ivan.SHimi is working with his own event company so he needed people to help him.Since I'm interested in doing events,I offered to help him since I got nothing to do at the moment.At the end of the event,I was sitting there chit chatting with my ex-colleagues Ivan and Wai Fong.Then there's this guy suddenly came over.

Guy: Are you at the last comedy night?
Me: Ya...why?
Guy:Are you sitting at the table outside with Anju that night?
Me: Ya...
Guy:I saw you keep looking at me from the whole night the other day...
Me:-_-" Did I? *fyi,he's about the same height or shorter than me but cute la..but still not that kinda guy I would looked at*
Guy:Yea...you keep looking at me.I wanted to talk to you but didn't manage to...until I met you again here today.SOrry I still don't get your name *putting his hands out to shake my hands*
Me:*shakes his hands*I'm Jessica.Nice to meet you here again. *grinned sarcastically* So what do you do?
Guy:I'm Brendon.Prudential Insurance.
Me: Oh!Now I remember you.You're the insurance guy.Yea...yea..Finally hehe
Guy:Yea.Heh.I was actually a schoolmate of Brian.We didn't talk much in school.I don't even recognized him on the comedy night until today then I recognized so I went to talked to him just now.And I found out you're actually a internship for Time Out.
Me:Yea...finished about 2 weeks ago.
Guy:So you not doing anything now?
#the chat went on and on then he shifted to talked to Wai Fong....on and on...then come back to me...then he gave us his namecard and went back to his table behind us.

After that me and Wai Fong was like "WTF?".Wai Fong was telling Baby about it.Baby came in the middle of our conversation with the insurance guy.We all agreed that 'who on earth wanna look at him!'.

So this morning I went college for exam.Hopefully I can at least just pass it.I don't want to face that lecturer again.I realize college life is so much better.Baby was envying about me and other people's college life coz we can wear whatever we like.Mainly because during his college life time,that freaking college want everyone to dress formal office attire.Then this morning while having breakfast at the cafeteria I told him college life would be better if it's a Taylor's or KDU or other college similar to Taylor's it would be better than what you can see now in my college.The reason being is that those colleges are bigger in size and number of students,more handsomes and pretties,and most importantly most of them are straight. :)

Like my college,there are more girl students compared to guys.Some girls and guys,sometimes I wonder why do they wanna take up fashion when they are like 'that'.If you know what I mean.

Dadadada...Going to Newman event later in the evening.After that will go back to Sitiawan then Friday come back then Saturday go Bandung.


Sunday, June 15, 2008

What is PMDD???!

It's already a week I finished my internship.Stayed at home nearly everyday and watched some drama from Taiwan.Went to gym twice this week and oh! after all my effort to lose weight,the results were satisfying but still I need to lose a bit more.

I cutted my hair last weekend.I wanted to post up pictures but I want to keep it mysterious...So just wait and see.

Trip to Bandung postponed to coming Saturday and Air Asia walk-in interview also on Saturday.Sigh...mum asked me to go next time wor... :'(

Went to Coco Banana last night.Packed with seafoods.And I found out that the owner is the owner of Rush.Well that's why so many seafoods.We were there because baby's friend's birthday.

Exam is coming soon.Feeling emo lately and I read the newspaper today,I think I'm having PMDD.Stress.

Monday, June 09, 2008

Pictures

Let's cheer you up with a cutepicture of chester...my 'brother' back home
Roasted pork and whole leg chicken served with mini potatoes,carrots and asparagus top it up with homemade apple sauce...deliciously cooked by dad the other day when I'm back at Subang
kuat gym sial!
Hmm?phone or tv?
stylus or antenna
radio?
Oh!it's a phone plus radio plus tv..
you want bird nest?tell me...cheaper than you can get in the market
Time Out Music on The Up

the other day when we just shifted to the new office...NBTD when we're waiting to get online

this is their target...poor thing

eventhough mine is already very long...but this majolica majoca makes it even longer

spot me???

baby hate this picture alot...he's jealous!!!

tiramisu @ Capri Cafe Lumut-RM11

boiling winnie the pooh...

LOL he will kill me when he see this!!

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Thursday, June 05, 2008

Everything makes me worry...wtf?!

I find it very stupid that the fuel prices are up.They should at least increased it little by little so people would not feel the pain their wallet,at least they can plan how to save money or use their money wisely.There's a massive jam every where because of the petrol stations that was packed with cars rushing to fill up their tanks before 12am.If you people have seen the scene last night,it was much massive compared to New Year's eve,Merdeka's eve,Xmas's eve and so on.Soon prices of nearly everything will rise also.WTF!It makes me worry!!!!!!!

Oh shit!now I have to cut short my holiday period to August,I somemore thought of being a useless jobless fresh graduate lazy fella sleeping/lazying at home everyday enjoying my allowance from my mum and dad till I feel like working only I go find a job of interest.Damn!



This video is for that poor girl I mention in my last two post.

Good luck girl...You don't want to listen to me or us,it's up to you.If anything happened to you,I won't feel guilty or bad because I didn't help you,in fact I'll be happy for you that you finally learn your lesson and I'll tell you "told ya!". I know the past will always be the past but look at this video,you hoping for a change but he will never change.How I know?Well I know how much I want to make someone change,how much I sacrifice to make the person change but in the end what did I get?Human nature is like that,yes they will show you tht they've change but you never know what they did behind your back.You can say that every individual is different you can say that some people can change because of love you can tell me you believe him...someday..someday you will know what I'm trying to say.By the way,would you want to be worried everytime he sms?answer his phone?chatting on msn?going out with his 'friends' and his whereabouts whenever you are not by his side?

Yadaa yadaa yadaa...ok now I feel like I'm a mother!I'm going to stop here about this topic...ciaoz~

Tuesday, June 03, 2008

So near yet so far...

Oh by the way,(continue from previous post) there's one day I bump in into them,this girl and this guy.So we had this 'hi' and 'oh what are you doing here' this kinda conversation.This guy don't even dare to look me in the eyes,he has never approached me whenever we bump into each other in our _______,never add me in friendster or facebook when he has added all the girls in our _______,never talk when I'm talking with his group of his friends,never hi bye till this day when I saw him with this girl he's with.He don't even dare to smile comfortably to me when he saw me.I guess he knows that I'm not the person he can mess with.Or maybe because I always show him the fierce look that people always say I have.

*fill in the blanks with the correct answer* go figure!
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Ok..so back to my part now.You know what?I still got 3 more days left!!You heard me?I said 3 more days!!!Looking at the dates to come,it seems so near.

First,there's my HR final exam which I need to study real hard this time,I don't want to resit again!

Then my Bandung trip,fully sponsored by my mum's company and mum is going to sponsor my shopping..wahahaha!!!

Then my Bangkok trip...ahhhhhh!!!can't wait!!!I want more shopping I want to go Ayutthaya I want massage I want tomyam I want food!!!

Then maybe my Singapore trip if I still got money left...but I doubt so.

Then Langkawi trip..with baby...and our 1st year anniversary..and baby's birthday..chocolates..perfumes..beer...liquor!!!!Oh ya!and bitch...no no I mean beach!!

Ok...I think I'm getting overexcited :)
Alright...this Saturday am going for SIA walk-in interview.If you guys don't know what SIA stands for,it simply stand for Singapore Airlines.Yea I know they're very very strict but you don't try you won't know.I'm trying for every airlines except MAS,plus they gonna freeze on their recruitment :p *I got read newspaper one ok!*

Wish me luck!

Monday, June 02, 2008

Too naive to be in a relationship

I can't say that I never been into this kinda situation before. Due to family background I am forced to be independent in an early age and because of that I'm more mature compare to other people that are same age as me.I've seen a lot of people and met a lot of different people.

And today I just wanna talk about this particular group of people called 'The Abuser' or you can call them 'The Perverts' or 'Womanizers' or etc. etc. whatever you wanna call them.

*Just because they got the looks they got the money,they think they can have every girls they want and spit them out like a chewing gum after the girl got tasteless and hard to chew.Picking up on girls who are naive and inexperienced to flirt with while they got their girlfriend by their side. Playing with relationship by having 2 or more girlfriends at one time and don't give a damn after they victims had catfights because of him.Leave the girl because she don't let him have sex and/or after they have sex.Only call that girl when he's lonely and needed sex.Messing up with other people's girlfriend and take advantages whenever they can.Use various ways to make that girl they're after to fall into their trap.Mentally torture you by not answering your calls for days till you search all over for him and finally reply your calls and messages when they want you for sex.Force you to satisfy his sexual needs and dumps you if you don't obey.Assholes!Mutha fucka!

I heard a lot and I've seen a lot.I know what they're thinking of and what the next step they're going to take and I know the dirty little game that they play.That's why I never fall into their trap.This is not something that you can learn from your books,you have to fall to learn.

Recently I got to know that this girl is seeing this guy who is mention above*.I'm happy for this girl that she found a boyfriend.But knowing what kind of boyfriend she's having is making me sick and worry.Therefore,I told her whatever I've got to know about this guy who has done nearly everything that I mention above*.She seems like she's not accepting everything I've said because it sounds too unbelievable that actually this guy can do such a thing.She looks blinded.I used to see her as a girl with strong principles that she have,strong personalities,stubborn and yet very intelligent and willing to learn but now,I see her as young teenage girl who just found her first love,a girl who knows nothing about love,a girl who knows nothing about the world outside,a girl who knows nothing about protecting herself.Sigh...

This guy came to know about me telling this girl about his dirty stuff.He confronted my friend who told me all his shits.Fucking my friend for telling me what had happened.Now the question is,if whatever my friend told me is not real,why he go and confront my friend who told me all his shits?Why he wanna be so scared of what I told his girlfriend?

I sent a very long sms telling this girl that her boyfriend confronted my friend and guess what she told me.She's so calm and tell me not to mention about this anymore and let the past be past.I was like 'Well whatever,I just warned you.If you fall,I'll offer you my help whenever you need.You have to fall in order to learn',but of course I didn't send her this.Is not that I want to break her and her boyfriend up,I just don't want her to get hurt that's all.

I think this girl is giving him a chance to change.Is not that I don't let a person who commited a crime in rape to turn good after he came out from his sentence in jail but do you think he will change?Don't be too naive,this kinda asshole-mutha-fucka will never change,NEVER!This asshole-mutha-fucka cannot be forgiven!He/They are abusing those girls that they are playing with,is just that the girls don't know.They don't know what is the meaning of abuse.We girls have to know how to protect ourselves,know our rights.