Possession

There's a few things happenned today which I experienced different kind of feelings altogether.Everything seems to be new to me...too many new things that I haven't finish digesting until now.It takes time.It all started like this;

For the first time,I can feel freedom is in the air surrounding me when I woke up this morning.Relieved I would say even though I never expect this will happen so soon.But I did felt a little disappointed and a little angry plus a little...well I don't know...

Today class was not too much to absorb.We got a lot of real life stories from our instructor today.It's really interesting working in aviation industry,it's fun.And there is ghost stories too.The last story before we dismiss the class is about people got possessed,something about people rare little ghost to protect their belongings and family etc. So one colleague/classmate of mine was asking more details about being possessed by the spirit because her sister was experiencing weird things when she hear people praying,she'll get very furious.Then the sister came(they joined AA together at the same batch somemore) and listen.The instructor told her to pray more and the instrustor admitted that she found her eyes very challenging everytime she looked at her.Then the sister suddenly kept quiet,her eyes turned still and never blinked looking at the instructor furiously then her sister grabbed her trying to calm her down by lying her down on the table.Her eyes still still and not blinking and her whole body was struggling as if she was fighting inside of her.With the help of other instructors and staff after half an hour or more trying to get the evil spirit out of her,they succeeded,with a loud screaming of pain when she's back to her ownselve.

I went home alone unfortunately trying get rid of her look that doesn't belongs to her.My hands were shaking earlier when they're in the midst of helping her,I helped too but I know I didn't helped that much because I don't know what to help,I felt so guilty.I faced difficulties in sleeping alone at night...Even though I've seen it with my own eyes,I still find it hard that this kinda things does exists and yes it does.