Friday, March 23, 2007
Thursday, March 22, 2007
WTH!!!
She kept pushing n pushing n i looked back.She jeling at me.I was like 'wth?u'r d one who's pushing me n u looked at me like tat!'.I tahan until my steps aso not tat strong adi i step a foot to the front n bang on to a fat man with that lady pushing me!So i tot 'okay...i'm a vry kind person,dun calculate wif tis kinda ppl' and i found myself a place to stand n DAMN tat lady is standing at the bak of me again n kip banging me wif her handbag.Gees!!!!really kenot tahan adi so i bang her bak with my bag.WTF is wrong wif tis old slut!How old adi still act like a small kid!So i back-off abit,dunwan to embarrass myself becos of the lady while thinking ways of pissing her off again.I turned around n looked at her,right on her face n put on a sarcastic grin.She jeling me again n continue reading her fcuking newspaper n i continue to looked at her to see wat she will do.When abt to reach KLsentral,she browse thru her office bag n i saw her taking out an umbrella,duno wat she's gonna do with it.
Reach KLsentral i'm getting ready to go out n she sat on the empty seat,holding tat orange umbrella in her hands.I put my eyes on her.I walked out.
Damn i really feel like slapping her or dig her eyes off or take her umbrella chuck inside her fcuking mouth!Wait la,i think she's aso taking train from Subang wan...herrgghhh!Sure revenge the next time when i see her again!FCUKing old slut!N she's not married!I saw her fingers,clean without any visible lines n tat shows it all of y she's so damn childish becos she's a damn 40year old virgin!Kemek my favourite moo-handbag!!!GTH!!!
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Today got buying n fashion ad exam.It was fine.After fashion ad exam got group presentation.It sucks!Due to lack of discussion we made n i din check their work.Its totally out,disapponted.At the end of the presentation,b4 the class ends,Ms.D announced who got the highest marks n the lowest n we'r the lowest ones.I'm so disappointed.I shud haf take more of the work to do.Sigh,now wat i can do is to change sum of the notes we made b4 handing it to Ms.D.sobz sobz...real sad.Adi so much pressure adi n tis happened.
Tumpang Angie's car home cos she's staying nearby.Her driver fetch us.Its a Alphard.Damn comfortable...can sleep inside thr like a room like tat...so spacious.At the dash box there summore got a mini tv screen showing the view from outside from the side lights.After dropping Angie,the driver fetch me home.I was sitting at the bak of the driver seat alone till i saw a lizard next to me at the seat belt.At 1st i duno wana change place anot but becos i too scared i sit to the other side.Sccaarrryyyyy~
Haf the feeling of luxurious life for awhile.N i promised to myself tat in the future i'll get a driver for myself(dream on!).When i get down,i nonit to open the door wan,it will open by itself when the driver press the button and i told him thr's a cicak n he laugh at me.Hahahaha vry funny meh?
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
Its good to talk it all out..
Good listener
I ber ber,i really hope time will show.Miss u...cant wait for u to come bak n hang out wif us again!
Fanology of Georgian Era
A closed fan resting on the right eye = When can I see you?
A half closed fan pressed to the lips = You may kiss me.
Touching the tip of the fan with a finger = I wish to speak to you.
Letting the fan rest on the right cheek = Yes.
Letting the fan rest on the left cheek = No.
Dropping the fan = We will be friends.
Fanning slowly = I am married.
Fanning quickly = I am engaged.
Carrying a open fan in the left hand = Come and talk to me.
Twirling the fan in the right hand = I love another.
Twirling the fan in the left hand = We are being watched.
Shutting a fully open fan slowly = I promise to marry you.
Drawing the fan across the eyes = I am sorry.
To open a fan wide = Wait for me.
Sunday, March 18, 2007
Life is...
Once i asked me: is it better tat i work vry hard to get everything by myself or having provided with
Friday, March 16, 2007
Broke down into tears...
Suddenly felt so tired...tired of being in d life like this....
Why life is always so difficult for me?why?
When can all this over?when?when?WHEN?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I think i started to cry when i heard the community service from Mix.fm. Did my dad sacrifice his lunch jst to give me lunch to eat?Did my dad plan abt my future once i was born?Did my dad worry about me?All he have done is he ruined my life over and over again...
Tears only represent the weakness inside of me...after all it shed,my weaknesses will all be washed away and i'll be strong again...positive like always...All this will only makes me stronger
key to the heart...
Well,thanks Jeff!Appreciate it,i buy you dinner when both of us is free.Just now after class,went to cafeteria for lunch but i didn't eat much,just eat peanut butter toast and curry egg with potato.Tumpang Asthena's car to lrt station,fone out of credit and that freaking store is close for lunch!Then i went over to Ampang Park and get reload.And this morning i forgot to take the touch-n-go,i left it in the pocket of my mini skirt when i last used it on Wednesday.Took lrt to Paramount but Be's car got some problem so i have to wait and i waited for more than half an hour.Be came with his colleague to fetch me home.Today i didn't nicely groomed myself cos no mood,just casual and sporty kinda look.Didn't get to talk much with Be cos his colleague is around..haih can't even release some of my tensions.
Ok so i'm back home.Aunty was looking at the newspaper looking for house to rent for me.I still haven't decide whether i wana move out or not...if move out adi,no home-cooked food,no aircond,no washing machine,everything have to be done by myself and most importantly there's no wifi.But of cos i will have my freedom,no one will go into my room without permisssion,i can do whatever i wan.Hmmm but how about financial problem?a lot of things that i have to buy it myself,food and of cos to get streamyx myself.With the allowances that mum gives me,where got enough?And i don't wan to give mum more burden.But of cos i will save money in transportation cos its nearer and time as well.Very farn now...
Watched Fashion House on ch70 den nothing to watch so switch to ch11 and its Miami Ink.Its about tattoo.There's this guy who is going to break up with his girlfriend went to make a heart with a lock tattoo.Its very nice.Those tattoo artists make fool of him by asking him to wear a G-string becos he had a G-string tattooed and they wanted to see if he really dares to wear it for real or not.And of cos he did,cos he wanted to get the key to his 'heart' as to get the tattoo done and everyone is laughing at him.And of cos his ass was censored.Its a very nice tattoo he have done tho.Before this when i'm in the train,i kept thinking of getting a tattoo hehe to release the tension inside or a belly piercing and not even worried about the pain anymore.But i need to save money to go Bangkok shopping so maybe after that la.. ;)
Its been so long i din go shopping adi lu,the last time is for CNY.Too busy adi lor,so much assignments and time past really fast and we still got 1 more week to go Bangkok!!!Yeah yeah!!!I'm so excited about it.I wana shop shop shop but hopefully i don't drop..hahaha...
Errggghhh headache arh,my back is so sour and tired.Tmr have to go MV for video shooting.Hopefully everything goes well..
#realise any difference in my typing??yea i nit to actually practice more to write the right way if not my assignment all condemn...hahaha
Thursday, March 08, 2007
:'(
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
My four-legged brother...
****he always like to do tis innocent face...i still remember whn he's 3months old...n now whn he jump up,he's as tall as me...he's like a baby whn he's playing wif daddy...he looked fierce but he's sked of thunder,siren of an ambulance n daddy...n he had to leave becos he becomes too wild n dangerous today... :'( ****
i went out to c him jst nw,he kip licking his paws n i still see sum blood stained on his thighs...
Sunday, March 04, 2007
Happy Chinese New Year
Went home to rest till dinner.Again,after dinner watched tv.After tat went out to meet Ivy n Vern to watched Norbit.Vry funny n hilarious movie.After tat we went yum cha at ipoh garden east,whr all d pubs located to play pool geh but no more table,full till 5am so went mamak thr had supper lor n chit chatted.Went home abt 230am.Get myself changed n sleep right away.
17th,woke up quite early cos haf to go bak hospital to discharge.But waited n still kenot discharge cos haf to wait for d paper works to be done.Tai Pak called n ask us to go eat.New Hollywood again.I ate HK chee cheong fun tis time.Went bak hospital after tat n finally i can discharge ler,get sum medicine from d pharmacy n went bak home.Anyway i'm fine.Popo was already busy cooking for d reunion dinner.Had a vry early dinner,started abt 6pm.Lots of good food.I called mum after dinner,talked for awhile n abt Kong Kong.He's condition getting worst,sumtimes cant even recognize ppl.Sigh...
18th-Woke up early again cos its d 1st day of CNY.Dress up nicely n greet everyone at home n of cos get ang pau's.Vry vry boring,wear so nice but jst stayed at home waiting for ppl to come.Had vegetarian for lunch,jst eat eat eat all d time.Din waste my effort of dieting b4 CNY.A aunty came wif her younger son n d worst thing is she oni gave us RM1 for ang pau!!!!!!!!!Walaueh another 1 buck aso kenot give meh,at least RM2 ma rite anot...i think arh if 50cents got in notes arh,she will oni give 50cents.Damn kedekut,not d 1st time tho.After awhile dad's fren all come,lots of ppl lots of kids.Abt 4sumthg i changed n packed my things getting ready to go bak stw.SO long din take roadways bus adi lu,so long...I tot i'm d oni chinese who's in d bus but got a chinese boy teman me.
Reached stw,mum came n fetch me.Straight away go n c Kong Kong,he recognize me.Popo told me tat weeks b4 tat Kong adi asking when am i coming bak.He cant even tok properly.After awhile,my aunty frm Johor aso reached adi wif her husband n my cousins.Went to Kg.Cina to haf dinner.Den went bak to our home n hang out.QQ aso came over.Wanted to go out geh wif my cousin sisters but no car.Till 1sumthg,after awhile when yiyi went bak wif QQ,yiyi called.Asked us to call d ambulance,sumthg bad happen to Kong Kong.We rushed bak to Popo hse.Situation thr is like so messy n Kong lying on d floor unconcious bt awake.We all duno wana sent him to hospital anot,tot he's gonna leave anytime soon bt ambulance adi thr.QQ followed Kong n we all go hospital by ourself.Waited n waited,finally Kong is admited.We all leave d hospital when everything is settled down,its already abt 5am.
19th-Straight away slept till 12pm.Went to haf Bak Kut Teh n fish head.D fish head damn big,bigger than our heads.After tat went to visit Kong.He's fine.Like mum said,he is always fine when its day time but at nite,he'll be worst.All of us were so tired.D town is so quiet,tis year was kinda boring.Be came bak from Kuantan bt he's spending d nite wif his frens.
Spend nearly everyday travel to hospital,at least twice a day.3rd day(20th) nite,went out to wif Mei n Zhen Hui n his fren.Went to bistro at 1st but kinda boring so we change placed to Rockafellas.After tat went Happy Castle to meet us wif be n his kau fu n kam mou.Drank,chit chatted wif kam muo n Jie aso came.Ended abt 4sumthg.
Next day(4th day) woke up abt 8am to go eat breakfast wif be's uncles n aunties.We planned to stop be's yi cheong to stay for another day n go Penang to meet xiao yiyi.Succeed!Went home n slept for awhile,bath,packed n off we go to Penang.It was boring.Went to Kek Lok Si,ate d famous assam laksa thr.Boring becos they duno d way to go those nice places,thr's a person who knws d way better bt they dunwan to follow(me) n rather follow a person who was born in Penang bt worked in Spore for a long time.
5th day-Its a 1 night trip n luckily d morning b4 we left,me n Be went Lorong Selamat to eat becos we woke up early n all of them went to d hawker centre next to d hotel wif lousy food,n of cos i KNOW d way!They say they dun nit to go famous places n eat famous food,they jst wan to eat nice food.Gees,if d food is nice of cos it will be famous.They say Penang vry jammed n d road vry complicated n alot of ppl.Helo?tis is consider normal adi ok...i been here wif my family during festive holidays too.Sigh...din get to go Batu Ferringi n Gurney Drive(we did but jst pass by oni).Left Penang abt 1sumthg,reached Stw abt 3sumthg.Stopped by Pantai Remis to visit Be's relative n get an ang pau.
After tat Be dropped me at d hospital to visit Kong.Mum n yiyi were thr looking after Kong bt they were sitting quite a distant.The 1st question tat Kong asked me is whn he can go home(among all,oni me n popo can understand wat Kong said) n of cos i said no.Mum n yiyi were so suprised whn Kong din scold me whn i said he kenot go bak...hahaha becos they get scolded whn they said no.Of cos i gif him sum reasons to 'tam' him for awhile(old ppl tends to act like children whn they r sick).
Later at nite went 933 to haf dinner wif mum,yiyi n Be.Met yiyi's fren,Fei Po(tats wat we call her) n her daughter.After tat they went to our hse,din gif us ang pau aso,say dunwan eat at d end she finish all d cookies.Ntg to do so called up Jie.So Jie,Danny n Danny's fren came n we 'open table'..hehehe..tis is d 1st time for tis CNY.Din win at d end,tat Danny is so damn lucky!!!errghhh but he's good enuff to treat us kuey teow basah for supper...yummy...
6th day-Woke up quite late due to d tiredness of travelling n late nite sleeps.Called mum n they'r in hospital,waiting for docs confirmation for discharge*again*.Haf to wait till 4sumthg oni can discharge.SO after discharge,we sent Kong to Nursing home.Luckily he's fine wif it n he knws popo haf a hard time taking care of him n she's getting older too.Mum's cooking dinner,yiyi n popo coming over to eat.I helped mum at d kitchen.Waited for Jie n Danny,THEY R LATE AGAIN!!!!Hate it...so end up we left sum food for them.After dinner,we sat down at d living room watched tv.After tat Jie n Danny leave followed by yiyi n popo so we aso duno wana do wat so we slept early cos me n Be haf to go ipoh,as i nit to go n c doc...again
7th day-Went Ipoh abt 9am.Went to c doc n everything was fine.I shudn't haf c him,d consultation fee cost me RM50!!!N i nit to claim it from d insurance MYSELF!!!Errgghhh...So we went hollywood again for brunch n visited Be's aunty n cousin salon nearby,get 2 angpau.Hehehe...Mum called after tat telling me tat a relative coming to STw from Tapah.Gees!!!Shud nt haf go Ipoh!!!Erggghhh waste money n waste d opportunity!!!
Reach KL quite early abt 5sumthg,no jam n i slept d whole journey bak.Started to miss Stw adi,not d place bt ppl thr,miss mum's homecooked food,miss Kong Kong...miss everybody,miss d company.Sigh...feel like crying...
All goes bak to normal.Go college,go home,go college,go home...Receive an angpau frm Angie(matured student,a mother of 2) at Fashion Advertising class.So kind of her eventho we din go visit her.After tat we went Robin's hse bbq lar...had a great time as i mention n my last blog post.
Thursday, March 01, 2007
Beauty & the Beast
- a player
- a stingy selfish asshole
- having mental disorders
- sexually abusive
- sleep-n-tell (their words is more keji than u can never expect)
- abusive animal
- a liar who lies no matter wat it is
- a drinker
- sex maniac
- a 'chicken worm'
- a faker
- control freak
- etc.etc.etc.
but of cos again,only minority of them is not like tat.No offence.
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So today got Buying quiz,luckily i did do sum revision if nt i wudn't knw how to do d calculations.Class continues after d quiz but i slept half of d lecture.Went to Hajime Japanese restaurant next to our college to join Robin n 2 of his classmates thr.Nice place,nice food n nice service.Eventho me,Kym n Asthena nt eating,we r given complimentary appetizers to eat.Its of cos different from Sushi King or Genki Sushi or Sakae Sushi,its so high class n d food is so expensive but its worth it price la.After tat went bak to college for Fashion Ad class.Boring all d time but i din sleep.Thr's sumthg in my mind,it happens after d conversation we had during lunch time at d restaurant,not abt my frens bt abt my dad.Sad when i think abt it.
Went to Robin's place for bbq as planned.Its a damn long journey,2 hrs maybe,n we can go Seremban eat bbq brab wif d time,cos we were kinda lost n Kym drive until vry tired adi.All hungry adi when gets to Robin's hse.Met his parents as they were having sum meeting in a living room,they'r vry frenly n funny.Went in to Robin's room,his so-called personal nutritionist was thr.He's actually selling Herbalife la,which i had to stopped consuming due to insufficient cash to buy.So i get sum measurement of my body,overall was ok,din gain weight,low blood pressure n my biological age is 18-tats d amazing thing tat happen whn u consume Herbalife,eventho i've stopped for a few months.Hehehe..After tat we were camwhoring in da room while mic is chatting wif her frens on9.Ntg better to do so we asked Wen Ting to teach us sum dance move.She got so serious n he asked Robin to lend her a t-shirt n a short to wear n luckily it fits.But after she changed,we jst sit thr waiting for Mic to finish chtting n end up we din learn anything.Went out watched 'Ten Brothers' n helped Robin out to get ready d stuff to bbq.After d drama,suprisingly Asthena came wif Ah Girl(Asthena bf).B4 tat she say she's coming later becos she n ah girl wana go watch 'Ghost Rider' n she end up cancel watching d movie n came.Such a sacrifice she made n its very rare. we left Asthena to start d fire
2 macho guys fanning d charcoal
wat do u think tis pic looks like?
joe's toes
i got tis mini matches from Robin...cute neh
After bbq its already quite late.We tidy up everything den went bak to Robin hse to gamble.I'm quite lucky tonite but let Robin win all adi on d last game.But nvmla...all those food stuff aso he buy wan n din even ask us to pay bak.Had a really good time.I guess it will be more FUN when we go Bangkok together!
Quote of the day: its so embarrassed n disgraceful to haf a ... like u!