Freakin' Friday

Went to Pantai Remis today...erm or yesterday cos its past 12am adi.Ate lunch at granny's den off we go(me n Jie).Its was cloudy d whole day,rains as well.Went thr to get a hair wash n Jie permed her hair*again*.I temporary curled my hair,wanted to c how i looks like if i perm my whole head.Overall was not bad,but i look kinda matured/old,wanted to make it more fluffy on top but kenot...Actually i aso wanted to c whether isit match d dress i'm goin to wear anot.But most of them prefer i straight hair wor...Hmmm deciding...


Tiff din FFK me tonite,we went to econsave thr to eat rojak,everybody is looking at us as if they saw ghost like tat.So we chit chatted.I'm kinda blurry today,Tiff caught me blur casing a few times.After tat we moved to Strawberry cos its kinda noisy thr n alot of ppl.I started to take pictures of Tiff n she dunwan.I insisted,took kinda weird n funny pictures of her...at last she kinda get used to it...took alot alot of pictures thr n kept laughing all d time.



Obviously my camera phone is better than hers...:p
Din hang out too late cos bebe is bak so went to meet him.Miss him so much,so long we din spend time together liao.After tat i came bak home n checked my mails n stuff,which make me kinda down when i received a mail n i dun even wana reply anything abt it.I wonder am i being fooled again or sumthing...everything seems so fine but things turns out to be like tat...i guess i shudnt giv any chances for it to ever happen again...haih...shudnt be so curios d next time...

When d TRUTH is revealed

"When i duno d truth i'm longing for it but when i knw d truth i'm dying becos of it.I tot i cud get over it by acting i'm okay but i cudn't,is like adding another cut to d healing wound.But who knws it will be more than a cut...i'm like being strangled,cant breathe,cant tok,cant shout out for help only tears was shed.I haf to go thru all d pain all over again becos of my curiosity.Curiosity really kills."

What Hurts The Most by Rascal Flatts

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house, that don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them outI'm not afraid to cry
Every once in a while even though goin on with you gone still upsets me
There are days
Every now and again i pretend i'm okay but that's not what gets me

Chorus:
What hurts the most, was being so close
And having so much to sayAnd watchin you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what i was tryin to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere i go
But i'm doin it
It's hard to force that smile when i see our old friends and i'm alone
Still harder gettin up, gettin dressed, livin with this regret
But i know if i could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that i saved in my heart that i left unspoken

Repeat chorus x2....not seein that lovin you that’s what I was tryin to do…

Days of My Sem-Break

Came bak to Stw tis Tues,jst nice for dinner,delicious home-cooked food...yummy!After tat went to granny's hse wif mum to find Jie but she's out.Actually i'm goin out alone de but mum sked i duno how to drive d new car...so she followed along.Reached thr,orang tarak so called her n she's wif Cavin at Secret Recipe.At 1st,mum tok to her n she dun let mum join so i tok to her den she asked me to go alone...hahaha so mum stay at granny's while i go n meet Jie.Chit chatted,ate d brownies thr but not nice de....yerrr...teruk!!!Den went off early cos promised mum to fetch her bak home.Reached home tot wana on9 1 but who knws my modem LOST!!!!!!!!SHouted for mum from upstairs n asked her.Geramnye...#@#$%^&^&*#!$%!!!So watched tv for awhile den help mum to count d coins she collected from the water machines.Slept early,luckily i'm sleepy n tired if not i'll be so boring!!!

Like wat i used to do b4 i went to kl,fetch mum to work at 745 den came bak to sleep.SUddenly 9something mum called from office asked me to open gate for d autogate-man cos they wana paint d grills...i opened adi,i even walked out to d road but no one outside so i slept at d sofa even took out my comforter.Half asleep n waited for someone to call to open d door but none!!!'Kek' me until duno how to say,make me haf to sleep on d sofa!!!Den woke up get ready n went out find Jie for lunch.We went Happy Castle.Sat thr for few hrs,chit chatted till mum called n asked us to go bak cos me n mum haf to go to Swiss Garden for her company Buka Puasa.Went to mum's colleague's hse to sit his car.HE's a chinese married a malay ladyn their daughther is so CUTE!She kept on look at me when i jst reached thr but she's kinda shy.Once she gets into d car she will push her casset into d player n she's only 1yr old plus.All d way we adults haf to hear to it,i kip yawning at d back seat.All malays is thr,only me n mum is chinese.They were like praying n stuff n i felt so sleepy when i hear them praying.AFter tat we ate,i only eat fruits,sum fish n kerabu.We left after they had their watever prayers(i duno doesnt mean i dun respect).D whole way bak,we still haf to listen to d nursery rhymes till we reached.From den,I promised myself nvr let my children listen to tis kinda nursery rhymes while in d car in d future!Gees,i wonder how they gonna stand it.WHen we reached we hang out for awhile at d colleague's hse,looked around d hse n look at their photos they took at London.Damn nice!Den we left cos i haf a 'date' wif my dear sis.Went bak home get changed n i'm out again.Fetch my dear sis den we went to beach pub,din drink jst sum soft drinks n we chit chat n sing.We took sum pictures too n a guy came n knw me,he look so awful...yucks!he wanted my number but i din giv him..my taste not tat bad okay!Den saw 3 girls which remind me of d past wif Jie n Ah Sze,we had so much fun b4 but nw...haih...N my dear sis bought me a black cut-in tshirt...so kind of her.

Den today same thing in d morning.CAme bak to sleep after fetching mum to work.But tis time,a fren from Ireland called me.Gees!adi told him i'm sleeping adi still dunwan to hang up...so terpaksalah tok to him while i'm only half awake...lasted for 2 hrs n when he hang up i aso felt so awake adi so i woke up n watched tv.Till noon only go n get ready n out for lunch.Fetch Mei n den go n fetch Jie n we went to d coffee shop next to d Liddo Hall thr,whr i can drink my fav 'kopi peng'.I ate 2 bowls of laksa n 2 glasses of 'kopi peng'.Damn full...Fetch Mei bak den me n Jie went to Maxis to pay sum bills n after tat went to Manjung pay summon.Ntg to do den we went Strawberry to haf sum drinks n desserts,we sat thr n chit chat again...Actually wana go do spa de cos Mei got sum free voucher but all aso busy n i got so many things to pay so din go lor.Den tis afternoon,my lecturer called,she asked me can be flower girl anot wor for d graduation show next wednesday n i said ok lor.I wonder y of all d pretty girls in college y me??hmmm...hehehe maybe i prettier gua :p...CAme bak home watched tv den a fren called,tot tat i'm in kl asking me out but i'm bak here.Too bad...Finally i got back my modem,cable n adapter for d modem tats y i can blog,if not den thr's another nite i'll be boring again cos Tiff ffk me AGAIN!

Tmr will be goin Pantai Remis to cut hair again.They say my hair thick adi wor...so gonna go there n layered it.N i hope Tiff wont ffk me again tmr nite...

Smart smart Day

Alarm rang at 615am,like wat i usually do,after it rangs i will turn it off n sleep for another 5 or 10 mins but tis morning,i slept an hr extra.Tat means i'm late!Woke up 720am n i said 'SHIT!' soundly but luckily thr's no one heard me.Den i quickly apply mascara,get dressed,done my hair only go brush my teeth cos popo is in d toilet when i woke up.Den spray on my Gucci-Envy perfume n thr i go...had my so called breakfast den popo fetch me out to d train station.Luckily still can manage to get out of d hse b4 8am so i'm not actually late cos today dun nt to do so much work on my hair.

Today got Fashion Marketing final exam,wah so 'geng' arh me n unexpectedly everyone is d same like me!Wahahaha...we'r real 'smart' man!Finish kinda early..sum even earlier than me...i wonder r they really tat 'smart'?hehehehe..so after tat went to MV den bebe go thr n fetch me cos i said wana haf lunch together...so at last we went to Wangsa Maju carrefour to eat,ayamas summore cos i've nvr tried b4 ma...not bad la actually...n i exceeded my quota for tis mnth cos tat day i bought 2 watches;espirit n adidas so kenot buy things liao....haf to wait next month adi....but nvm still got 2 weeks to October adi lu...hehehehe...

I saw one bag in Metrojaya.SO cute n funky...i like it sooooo much..its from Loop U.S.Vry small bag,nice for parties nice for everything actually but vry pricy orh RM89 for d smallest 1 n another abit bigger 1 is RM139 if i'm nt mistaken.Next month la next month la...Tis weekend gonna get a pair of jeans summore leh...shit!my shopaholic psycho is coming bak again.....

Tiffany is coming tis friday leh...how great how exciting...we'll go shopping all over but i no money liao leh but i'll haf fun....so muuuuccchhh Fun!!!

Lalala lilili lululu

As i've mention at d previous blog,i'm sick.After tat nite(saturday),so the next day i tot i'm getting better den i followed majority to go shopping at 1u again...Kinda din enjoy myself cos i kept sneezing d whole day n tats y no mood to shop as well,kept on find a place to sit.But i did bought sumthing which i nvr tot of buying at d 1st place.

So once i reached home,i straight away take my bath,eat den take medicine n i found out i had a slight fever...I refuse to take panadol,so i jst drank 'ho yan hor' n try to sweat but kenot...but after a long while i did sweat a little...so kelian...so kelian..haih i wish thrs someone thr to take care of me tat time....at least be at my side...but haiya...nvmla...i'm all good...still got ppl care abt me geh...not so charm at all...Next morning i wake up,aunty say i sounds like popo...hahahaha becos of my throat

Had some prb lately,hmmmm kinda frustrated...tired...disappointed...hurt...angry...n i dunno wat...sick summore...Haih i'm so tired of my life,y my life so screwed-up!Y cant i live peacefully in tis world...Gees!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#still sounds like a nenek nw...cute :P

poor baby...

Today went to 1u for shopping n to meet mum cos she's here to get her new car!Yahoo!!!so i got a new car to drive when i'm bak home.Tats so cool!

Tis morning when i woke up,i got sore throat n becos of tat i din slept well.Den i kept on sneezing n sneezing even when i'm at 1u.Den i get allergy pills from aunty cos i tot its allergy.After tat i felt better but its jst or awhile.N tats when i knw tat my nose is gone.Totally gone!

I'm so good girl today cos i din buy anything but i taxed mum for a 'bare' bodyshp lipstick tat i searched for so long.Hehehehe...I found a denim shp tat haf ultra low waist jeans,I've tried it n it fits so nice!It cost rm119,so i nit to consider abt it cos i really nit to save money nw,all d expenses use in kl is so high,nit to haf a budget.But i most prb will get it,ASAP!Den i went to find papa,at nike sports culture shop,I went to try out sum watches,its so nice but its kinda pricy n again i nit to save money to buy it,one day,u knw one day n when tat day come,it might haf sold to someone else who is afford to get it.Haih...itula macam,pandai guna duit tapi tak tau jimat.Den went to Romp,try out a hoody short sleeve t-shirt,vry nice or even tho its only rm39.90 but i still nit to consider.Gees!!!i'm so broke nw!

#totally sick nw but still can blog....how great....:p

Bad Day

Had a bad day yesterday.Wake up early morning to go take ktm as usual,suddenly cam dunwan go to sch so aunt nonit to fetch her,waited for aunty to get up n fetch me to ktm,wasted my time of sleeping longer.Once i reach thr its 745,they stick a note thr saying thr no electricity so thr's no train to kl central.WTH!!!knowing tat thrs so many ppl nit to take ktm,no electricity pulak!where got such thing wan!goit train to port klang but no train to kl central,tis call no electricity arh!So i waited for abt an hr so i decided to walk out n take a cab but all aso full n thr's slaughtering goin on,per person they charge rm12 jst to kelana jaya lrt station!If 1 person in a taxi,they charge rm 30!!!F**k those taxi drivers la!SO i waited,if terpaksa how aso haf to take taxi wan ma....den i met tis girl who is also goin to klsentral so she asked me wanna share wif her anot,so i agreed if thr's a taxi goin to fetch us i told her.Den thr's a aunty aso ask whr r we goin,she said she aso haf to go klsentral.After we tok tok tok,d aunty called her husband n fetch her.She's so kind to give us a ride.She's so caring as well,wonder if i'm late or anything,so she dropped me at bangsar lrt station.While on d way,she told us tat thrs a girl told her,if we wana find out wats actually wrong wif d ktm,ride down to port klang,d last station n we'll c tat all those workers r sitting thr having tea n their breakfast.We were actually toking abt all those government workers,so unprofessional n not sufficient.Like dad's epf procedure for my college fees,say 3 weeks time will be ready but it take more than a month to send d cheque to dad.

Luckily i found such a nice n kind old lady,which is a christian,n her husband din even complaint abt it,if not i'll be late n i haf to pay rm5 to my lecturer.I reached sch jst nice,not late.Its accounts on thurs,so i'm not good in numbers so i dun quite like it but i haf to...Den our lecturer take out those money tat were sponsor by those late comers n buy us food at cafeteria.Me,asthena,kym n michelle ordered d most food to eat,other coursemate were jst having sanwiches n some drinks...but who cares,its free hahaha.Who knws class extended becos of revision for next week final exam,adi so boring n tiring adi still wana extend.So at our lunch break me n asthena n kym went to sg wang,at 1st wana go klcc wan but changed our mind.We spend so much time in d accesorries shop n we got only 1hr left to shop.So we buy sum hair clips,earrings.Den we went to G2 to shop for clothes,so i bought a white tank top.

Who Knew

Pink
Who Knew

You took my hand
You showed me how
You promised me you'd be around
Uh huh
That's right
I took your words
And I believed
In everything
You said to me
Yeah huh
That's right

If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them up
Cause they're all wrong
I know better
Cause you said forever
And ever
Who knew

Remember when we were such fools
And so convinced and just too cool
Oh no
No no
I wish I could touch you again
I wish I could still call you friend
I'd give anything
When someone said count your blessings now
For they're long gone
I guess I just didn't know how
I was all wrong
They knew better
Still you said forever
And ever
Who knew
Yeah yeah
















I'll keep you locked in my head
Until we meet again
Until we
Until we meet again
And I won't forget you my friend
What happened
If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong and
That last kiss
I'll cherish
Until we meet again
And time makes
It harder
I wish I could remember
But I keep
Your memory
You visit me in my sleep
My darling
Who knew
My darling
My darling
Who knew
My darling
I miss you
My darling
Who knew
Who knew

D second look

I dunno how to start all tis but recently i realise when i'm on d street or on a cab or in a shopping mall i aways got tis second look from guys even old mens n even more n more foreigners!am i really tat ugly or weird or i'm too pretty?Huh?Thr's sumthin even more suprising is tat thr's a taxi driver say tat i looks like Siti Nurhaliza...OmG...Den i ask is he sure den he said i'm pretty like siti nurhaliza...how amazing is tat...

I got more n more frens from other countries now,Persians,Sudanist,Sri Lankans n i dnt knw whr...Vry fun being wif them but d communication wif them is like so different,but they're vry frenly...Being wif them is like so fun,say watever mean thing u wan but dunno y i jst cant say those foul languages anymore,its seems so weird to me now...but i guess its a good thing....N d another good thing is tat,they're really caring...I'm glad tat i've them as my frens...