Damn!I hate HR!!!!

Yesterday we had Human Resource Management final exam.It's fucking hard.I studied and done revision for the past 2 days and yet it was so difficult.Its been so long i never been studying so hard already but still...The case study was difficult,we were supposed to answer two questions which consisted of 8 questions and i only managed to answer 3 questions for each and its all plain bullshits.I wonder if the lecturer understand what i'm trying to answer or not.
After the exam all came out saying the same thing "Damn hard la weh.."but i'm sure their marks will be quite high when the results come out.I got a feeling i will fail this.

My lappy still not fixed yet but half-fixed though.I was told its not a big problem.Thank God.What is most important is all my assignments and my pictures.I would pay the price just to get back all my files in my harddisk.

Went to gym yesterday evening,too long didn't work out already,i got dizzy.Damn tired.And i went alone again this morning at Pavilion,just done some cardio and abs that's all because i was damn damn damn tired.I'm very sleepy now...zzzzzzzzzzzzz

choices to be made...

Being very very tired lately;physically and mentally.Moving in to my crib pretty soon,getting the place clean and decorating it,used up alot of energy and time.Assignments and my fashion marketing project makes me even more tired.Argghhhhhhhh..

In a bad luck lately,lappy GONE!Cannot turn it on.WTF!!!Life without lappy=lifeless;no blogging,no friendster,no facebook and no entertainment.Now in pc lab in college and feeling sleepy but need to discuss stuff with groupmates.

I like my groupmates this time,people that i've never been working with before except for michelle.We got a big sister to lead us,a hardworking babe and two creative minds which included me.Four of us;Joanne,Cheryl,Michelle and me.But there's also something we lack of team work and differences with the way of thinking.All this i'm sure we can overcome.

Well,Ivan is back from Switz.Fat like pig like that.Went to Binny'se hse that day,wanted to barbeque but end up we didn't.Because we don't want to drown ourselves into the indian sea.Its been awhile i didn't hang out at his place,feels like i'm back at my second home.

*Just finished discussion...

As i've said,we had overcome our problem now.More organize already with the time table that Joanne did.Lots of work to be done.I cannot be dilly-dally anymore and be more determine in my work.

I don't know why am i so tired.Maybe i've stressed up my mind too much that's why.Need to make decision about relationship but just fuck it la.Let it flow...

I wonder why...

I've been very tired lately even though I'm not working and no discussion meetings for last week.I work also very easy,only 4hrs and its not a everyday thing.

Everyday i will have to wake up early in the morning even though i got nothing to do,just because i don't want to stay at home,not my home anyway,just the room.I guess that's the reason of me being so tired,sleep late every night and have to wake up early without a point.

I need a space of my own so that i can be at home anytime i want,do whatever i want at my own home.Talked to mum the other day,as far as i know,i think i wont be pursuing my degree next year.Sad to say,i need to stay back here in Malaysia for at least a year or maybe more because i need to work first then after few years later then i only go for my degree.

Now i come to making a choice whether to be a air stewardess or working in the fashion line.I got all the good contacts in fashion line already but as a fresh grad,the salary will not be that enough when i need to pay this and that when comes to that time.I thought of going to try for another time for Air Asia,since i've been through their first interview before so i will know what to prepare myself to.Is just that time will not be enough for me if i'm a air stewardess and it will be like 3 years contract so how will i be able to study by then?Is it too old for it already??And i'm afraid i'll be lazy already after working.But i believe if i got the determination,i can do it.

Another weird suggestion from a customer i'm serving that day when i'm working,its a indian guy.He was like asking me what am i studying this and that..and he suggested that i go to become a actress and it must be a comedy movie.I was like "?????okay...".If i have a few inches more,modelling will be perfect for me.I wish.Obviously i wont take my customer's suggestion into consideration,i wont want to make myself looks like a fool.

Starting to get busy after today,doing our final marketing project.Busy busy busy...i wonder how can i cope.Have to finish this third report by next January 25th.I don't think i can even enjoy my birthday.

Finally though,i rented a new place.Paid deposit already,getting the keys this Thursday.Good good good.Finally wei....:P

*i lost weight!not much but only 3kgs...need to loss more and more...

Popo Chen's 81st Birthday

This time is not the same anymore,no more family gathering no more celebration.Till Dad texted me just now to remind me about grandma birthday and asked us to call her.So i called.

Me : tut tut..tut tut(phone rings)...hello,nenek mane?(talking to the maid)
Maid : siapa nih?
Me : jess...
Maid : nanti ya...
Popo : hello..who is this?*cantonese*
Me : Popo chen..its me,jess arh
Popo : where have you been arh?you naughty girl leh
Me : KL lor...no naughty la
Popo : you arh must study hard arh...get the knowledge and it will be your assets in the future..nothing to be worry now just concentrate on your studies*english*
Me : i will i will...Po..Happy Birthday!
Popo : *sounded happy* ei you still remember arh...thank you.But it was yesterday
Me : yea...i know.Popo still don't want to sleep meh?
Popo : Not yet la...old people also cannot sleep one...later la
Me : Then okla po...You take care.
Popo : Okla...you be good arh.Good night...bye
Me : Ok..bye.

Wah...i was thinking.Starting of the coonersation already say i'm naughty girl.I wonder who is that who tell her that.You know i know la right.Sigh...i felt so bad,one old lady celebrating her birthday with the maid.

Well i have not posted any blogs since the last one.My apologize and i hope its not too late.Hahaha...lyrics.Having a bad headache the whole day,low blood pressure i supposed.No matter how much i sleep,the headache will still be there.Been busy lately,with discussion meet ups and assignments.Even got job also i push away....

I got lotsa lotsa stuff...

Went back to Subang yesterday to pack my stuff.First thing when i step in to the house,aunty was asking me whether i've gain weight.Shit!i really gained so much weight...or maybe i'm just bloated*excuse*.Even popo also saw me gained weight.She said i look better like that,face rounder,you know old people like to see people fair fair and fleshy chubby.

I didn't realise i got so many clothes and shoes;3 big IKEA plastic bag and one luggage bag and its heavy!I remember when i first move in that time i got only 5 or 6 big luggage bags and now..me myself also couldn't believe it.And one big bag of my handbags.

I couldn't believe it that i've gained so much weight so just now when i was hanging out with Betty at Starbucks Pavilion,i logged into my friendster account and view my pictures now and then.Face got not much difference though cos my face are always chubby,but my tummy and hips!Shit...i'm so sad now.Damn!Anyone can recommend any ways or formula or dietary recipes of losing weight???

We are family!

Binny finally came back from Switz last week and we met up at Frangi.Met Tze darling,she came over to Pavilion with her girlfriend.It's been so long,got so emo and we hugged each other so tight,nearly cried.She laughed at me when she saw me from far away because she never see me looked so decent before.She's like saying "where's the hot chick that i've known?".She's just exaggerating.LOL.

We went Frangi.Met Binny.Same thing;hugged...kissed.It's like for years when it's only for 3 weeks.It's a very packed night in Frangi.We didn't really enjoy much with the crowd there.Bored.So we left to the usual place we go everytime after Frangi.Binny bought me cover girl waterproof mascara,lumpy brooch,handphone accessory,chocolate and a adidas make up bag.I love everything!!!!Love Lumpy brooch the most.Its so cute.*will update pictures soon*

Then the next day(Saturday),me and Binny went Velvet Underground to celebrate Dada and Jimmy's birthday.We bought thongs for them.One red and one white.Damn sexy...hahaha...i wonder if they would wear it or not.There's a event at Zouk that night,it was packed.Then there's photographers all around.There's a photographer at the dance floor kept taking my pictures and also Binny.Had fun,it's been so long that i haven't been partying.I'm so happy.

Tired,tired,tired,tired...been working and working and working.Even i got one day class in a week but i still lack of time and sleep.Hopefully they found another part time so i can work less but earn less wor.And yeah...might be changing to Marc Jacob to work.Yahoo...will see how it goes...

The Road Not Taken

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,

And sorry I could not travel both

And be one traveller, long I stood

And looked down one as far as I could

To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,

And having perhaps the better claim,

Because it was grassy and wanted wear;

Though as for that the passing there

Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay

In leaves no step had trodden black.

Oh, I kept the first for another day!

Yet knowing how way leads on to way,

I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh

Somewhere ages and ages hence:

Two roads diverged in a wood, and I--

I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference

...Robert Frost

I wonder if this poem sounds familiar to you.I remembered I first read it when I'm at highschool,memorized each lines to read it out loud to all the classmates and teacher to listen.It was form four if I'm not mistaken.Well that time I barely understand what the poem is trying to tell and now as I've grown up soon to be in my 20's in 2 months time,I think I've understand after decided so many things in my life since I graduated from highschool.

At first I thought to study mass communication to be in the advertising line but later on I realise there's so many people wanted to study the same course at that time.It was a hit this recent years.Then I thought of photography since I love taking pictures so much and it wasn't a good choice to take the course here in M'sia after all.And then I thought of arts,well I don't think I'm that artistic anyway so nop!So I thought of being a image consultant and my mum agreed and check it out for me.I went to check out at LKW as well as they're more like a designing college.Then mum found this college,where Melinda Looi and also other local designers was from.I went there to check out and I found this course that I'm studying now.

Apart from that,staying with dad.When I first came down to KL,I stayed at a uncle house because of some issues with aunty which is my step mother before that.So after a while,she eventually persuaded me to go back there to stay and i thought since she's offering,it should be fine so i went back to dad's to stay.Lots of things happened.Often i make the wrong choice,even choosing the right people to be with.But it's not that i'm always that bad in all that.

And now,been through so many things.After all the conflicts and misfortunate incident that occured.Life has changed,again.People around me have changed,people that i befriended with are different,vision of life changed and the environment i'm living in has also changed.Thanks to Binny,Tze,Dada who are always there to cheer up my life and there to back me up.I hope it will never ever change.And thanks Lynn who are there to give me advice when i need guidance and helped me through my most difficult time.

After months of having a hard time at dad's,now i've decided to move out.Going to confirm the condo that i'm going to rent by tomorrow.Busy of working lately as a part time promoter at Pavilion to earn some money.Like i said i've been fasting shopping ever since.Gained weight,low sel-esteem,emotional,negative,impatient,stubborn,migrain,etc.etc.,all due to the hormone imbalance that i've got.

Well,i'm happy now at the moment because i can finally move out staying alone without worrying what will happen next once i reach home.I hope this is the right road that i've choose.

Proud to be a Malaysian

Thanks to Lynn that i got the chance to experience this worthwhile historical event at Kuala Lumpur Convention Centre to watch the launching of our Malaysia's first Angkasawan.

It was more than 8000 people in that event.Our Prime Minister was there too.We sat on the reserved table along the hall way where everyone was asking for it.Most of the people included me were wearing traditional malay clothes.I wore a kebaya that i borrowed from Lynn.Its a bit too big for me but it still look nice.I met a lot of familiar faces at the event who i've met on Lynn's party last April and also people that you will see on our Malaysia news and newspaper.

We waited so long for this moment.We were there since 7pm at the hall.After buka puasa a.k.a break fast which i thought it was breakfast when i saw the programme list,we first had lamb soup with pitta bread.Then here comes our main course dinner then fruits then dessert then coffee/tea.Full like hell.And...we still got one more hour left before the launching.Nothing to do,except for the malay men to do their 8-time prayer,very long one.So went out to toilet and some went for ciggie break.Till....9pm,then we went in to the hall.

Preparing to blast off...

Here we go...our light of Malaysia

Our feeling is so mixed up:proud,sad,happy,worry,touch,etc.etc. Proudly present our Malaysian first Angkasawan at the left...successfully blasted *hahahaha*

Media from other countries...This is from Japan.How long since you ever stand up straight and sing our national anthem..

We often make people thought that we are malay unintentionally...

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After the launching,we hang out for awhile then went up to Sky Bar.It's my first visit.Nice...i like it.It would be fun to have a private pool party here.How i wish i got that money to celebrate it that way.But i won't give up,no matter how old i am when i got the money i'll close up the place and have my own pool party.What i can do now is just plan and dream about it...haha

I've never seen KLCC so beautiful before...amazed*

Thanks DT and Lynn for inviting us. :)

Fasting month for this shopaholic

Our country's new shopping malls;Pavilion,The Gardens and Sunway Pyramid phase 2.Provide new brands that just entered our country in all this shopping malls like Juicy Couture,DKNY and so much more.

But this shopaholic who are blogging this now,like every malays in the country who are fasting for bulan ramadhan that cannot drink neither eat until buka puasa,i have to fast.Is not that i don't drink or eat but shopping.I cannot shop.No money...sad

Went to Pavilion today for a part time job interview at Thomas Sabo Jewellery.Need to work so that i can go shopping :P...Not a very formal interview though,is just telling me what they are offering and days i need to work.

But this semester i got FMP1,that need to start planning about our final marketing project.Which means i'll be very busy even though i got only a class in this semester.So even if i work also,it will may be for 2 or 3 days in a week.

All because of money.Can i handle all this?????

When You're Gone

Recently there's a song that i like recently.I like the lyrics.I want to dedicate this song to a special someone,you know who you are.

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you

I never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
They lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah Yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
Yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

Nosey wormies..

It's been so long since the last blog posted.Was away for semester break.Went back to my 'home sweet home',where that's the place i call it 'home'.Went to Cameron,Pangkor,Penang and Hatyai.

Went Penang for day trip with mum and all but before that we went to Bukit Mertajam to eat their famous specialties at Jalan Pasar,wasted that i didn't get any pictures of it.The curry noodles,prawn mee and kuih chap...yummy!!!So after that we went to a chinese doctor nearby because Danny,my sister's boyfriend wanted to pick out his nose worms.Sounds interesting isn't it??hehe...

We walked quite a distance to that shop.Once we reached there,each one of us let the doctor to touch our nose see if we have any worms.Among us,only mum and Danny have it.I wonder how that doctor do it by just touching the nose softly and not even looking at it.So mum and Danny did the medication.

Can you see the worms???Well the nosey worms doesn't comes out from the nose though...its from the mouth when you blow out the smoke.Weird right?I also don't know how it happens but there's really worms dropped out.These worms that you can see is just tiny little worms,there are three types;this one,medium and long large ones which they called it the 'dragon'.

I wanted to try but too bad i don't have any worms to drop out even though sometimes when i allergy i will feel itchy like there's worms moving beneath my skin on my nose.

This is something interesting about my semester break and now i'm back and going back to college tommorow morning.And the thing is this semester i only got one day class!!Hurrayyy!!!Planning to get a part time job to earn some money and to fill up my free time.Going for an interview coming Tuesday at Pavilion Thomas Sabo,a jewellery shop.I want shopping!!!!!!!

Fatigue

Assignment sucks!Hate assignment!Tired!Sleepy!

2 presentation done!2 more assignments to go...

Sigh..

I thought it was the right one...

....getting pretty emo lately i wonder why...Sometimes it's very hard to decide.It's like a betting game where it's only a win or lose thing.But this time,am i betting on the wrong side again?Is it worth taking the risk?

Things started to become like what i've always wanted but is that thing that i want belongs to me?

I took the bet and bet it all in this new life i'm having.I decided to let go everything and start anew.

I really don't know how to blog it out this time.I'm freaking myself out of nothing.I'm happy but I'm worried.I told myself "once decision is made,there will not be a turning back".I'm not turning back.I thought all along this was right but think again...it is not

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Can you read that i'm pretty confused with my emotions now?It's karma.

The way I are

I know its been awhile since i last posted.Been busy lately and due to some reasons I don't want to online at home.Hanging out a lot lately and god-knows what time I'm back home every night.Just a update of what I've been upto lately.

Went to gym recently and joining gym by next month cos I've gain a little fat at my belly.Some say I looked better like that but most of them did not.Sad.Been eating quite a lot lately,especially supper and its fattening!!!!Wasted my workout.Nevermind...give me 2 months and I'll be back to my flat plus toned up abs.

Last two weeks,went to GLAM Heart Charity Ball at Palace of The Golden Horses.Thanks to Dada for the VIP passes.So formal that I could ever imagined and luckily I dressed glamorously that night.Met a lot of rich and famous people,all the actors and actresses,models,singers,dato's,tai-tai's,etc.etc.Felt so glamorous :P

On that weekend,I took a bus to Cameron Highlands to meet up with my family.My uncle from Singapore wanted to go there after over 30 years.So nice to be there after so long,I think its been a year ago.Very relaxing and we had a lot of fun.We don't even felt like leaving at the end of the vacation.The best thing is,we ate non-stop.I didn't even felt hungry for a sec,overload everytime.Eventho there's not much nice food there because its too commercialise as it's a tourist place to be but we still can find ourselves eating all the time.Actually there's so much more food that we didn't go for it because the time is just too packed.Well,this time I bought a lot of veggies back.Nothing for dad's home tho.

Then there's assignments that needed to be finish.Very satisfied with the tupperware competition cum assignment,we called it 'fiesta hat'.Its made of tupperware containers.I think we got the possibilities of winning.The grand price its a New York City trip for 2 pax and USD$2000 per person.

I realise I've become further apart from my collegemates,no time to hang out and maybe we could get along.Eventho this semester is quite free but I seems pretty busy.

Had a conversation with dad the other night.Damn sad,disappointed,hurt and angry.Nothing much I can say about it anymore.Just....sigh...

I know people looked at me as a slut,a bitch,a whore and so on but they don't really know who am I,except for some friends who really understands me who really knows me.I didn't make myself cheap.I have a lot of guy friends but it doesn't means that I sleep with all of them,it doesn't mean that I don't study,it doesn't means that I'm cheap!Sometimes I really don't understand why straight mens are so homophobics,gays and lesbians are just normal people,is just that their sexual directions are different from us,straight people.We should respect them and not discriminate them.

Sometimes I may have over-dressed but I am just confident,I wanna wear whatever I want,its up to me.I don't fucking care as long as I know how to take care of myself.No one can ever tell me what not to wear unless I asked for opinions.I am just the way I are.

Very broke lately due to the accident.Waiting for people to pay their debts back but they are just too much,told them already still don't want to pay back.There's one who is going to pay me back tomorrow,hopefully he can be trusted.Its only mid month and i'm already struggling.

Due to the conversation i had with my dad,I decided to move out since things are already screwed up,no point to stay there when i don't feel happy at all.I'll be crazy if i do.And i'm a grown up,i should be able to stay outside and alone.So now i'm looking for a room to rent.Any offers????And soon i'm gonna get a part time job to support myself.Any offers????again???

It really happened...freaky

Last few days when i was driving,i kept thinking of how will it be if i got into an accident and die so that i don't to face all those shits happening in life.

I read this book called The Secrets by Rhonda Byrne.Its about something like think about what you want and what kind of situation you wanna be and it will happen with the power of the universe.

And i got into an accident today.Not my car somemore,its someone's mum car.I'm so dead.

After the accident,i got so scared.Lucky i'm not dead and not injured,if anything happen to my face and i'm not dead,i think i will commit suicide.I felt so bad and scared.When i'm taking my nap,my whole body is shaking and the heart beats so fast.

This will cost me a lot.I felt so sorry that someone's mum cried because she really loves cars.Even though there's someone who wanna help me but i don't want la.No matter what,its my fault i need to be responsible.Now i'm finding ways to get the cheapest workshop to get it all done asap.But have to collect back all my debts first.

Damn bad luck!!!!!!

WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's not just PMS.

Why am i always the one who have to tolerate?!

I cried alone in the toilet at Binny's after i got dad's reply.I miss grandpa so much.I miss his smile his laughter and the way he call my name.

I don't want to go home but can i don't go home?Why is everyone giving me such a hard time?Do i have a life now?Why can't those bitches at dad's home understand?!

Am i self-destructing?Am i the one who make my life miserable all the time?

I wanna leave...leave this place...leave everyone...and start all over again

Emo...

I got really emotional recently.Again,a lot of things happened at home,living with dad and considering a lot of stuffs plus there's assignments coming along the way.

I wonder if i've over reacted but i just cannot stand it anymore.Why am i the one who always have to give way?Why am i the one who have to be patient all the time?Dad called this afternoon when i was having a lunch break at college.I was so disappointed and sad.At that very moment,i really felt like crying but i just hold my tears.

I wanna leave home for awhile,maybe not even a home to me.I miss Sitiawan,where my real home is.Gotta go back this weekend even if it's just a short while.

Sigh....:(

Brain storming..coming soon

It's not a new movie that's coming soon,it's assignments!I was damn sleepy today in class,trying so hard to keep my eyes open.No break somemore.

After class went to canteen to have some snacks.Saw a bunch of ID fellas.I wonder why they keep looking at me one kind,everytime.

As usual,I tumpang Lynn's car back but i drive.There's a f*cker parked right behind Lynn's car.That car owner thinks he/she is driving a Benz so can park everywhere they want is it!No brains one this kinda people!Make us waited for so long and still can't find the owner so we asked another car drive away so we went out the other way.Stupid la that owner!!!If i see that owner i sure scold that person nicely one!

Got assignment due next week and quiz for tomorrow.Sigh...will be busy busy busy again....

Pshhhhhhh pissed!!!

I didn't go back Sitiawan this weekend so i stayed at home.Dad and aunty went to Malacca.I was so pissed that that freaking paranoid lady aka aunty locked the door.I can't online!!!!!!!!!!!!!!She think i'm a thief or what?!

So i smsed dad and asked him;

me : aunty locked the room door and how shud i on the router?(fire burning already)
dad : dad don't know...cannot do anything
me : (burn to the top of my head already) is she crazy or wat?!okla den

What the hell is that!Hello?I'm your daughter la can't you do anything about it!Always like that!Finger bend out don't bend in one!I love you so much somemore!!!!Errrgggghhhh!!!!

I was bored to hell.Suprisingly i woke up so early in the morning somemore.Popo and cammie went out.No car.I watched tv.Washed my hair.Body scrubed.Listening to song at my lappy and practice my dancing as well.Read.Vacum my room.So i wait and wait,hoping Binny will call me out or whatever...but he woke up at 6pm when i called.Got nothing better to do and pissed so i wanted to get something sweet and cold to eat so i make agar agar.

Headache...i got migrain back again...i wonder why...DAMN!!!!

The today they came back from Malacca already and brought back durians and rambutans.So i went out and eat.WTF!Dad asked me if i used the frying pan this afternoon or not.In my heart thinking,sure that f*cking b*tch point fingers on me one!So i said no.Then when popo and cammie and that b*tch went in to the house for awhile,dad talked about the router.At first i'm not that pissed already one and then dad said that b*tch said that i always don't off the router.F*ck right!Then i said but!haih whatever la.Where got people off the router one!!!So afraid of getting strucked by lightning and die,you will DIE EARLIER!!!Then dad said so like this la who's the last person who use it then off it.Then i just said okok.Totally no mood already.Even the bittest durian taste tasteless to me even though that's my favourite.Don't even wanna see that b*tch face!I purposely went in to the room when she's talking to popo when we were watching tv just now.

SO happened that i forgot to take in my slippers and it was bitten by angel.OMFG!!!!!!I whacked her until!!!!That slipper is new!I just bought it from Bali!!!!I'm so pissed and sad now....Argghhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fashion communication is so fun!!!

I was darn sleepy this morning when i'm in the pc lab where our Marketing On The Web class is.Well it's the first class for this semester cos last week class was cancelled.I learn quite a few things about photoshop though and there's more to come.Class finishes quite early so i went to Robin's car to take a nap while waiting for him to finish class and Jason to come to college to go for lunch together.

After awhile Binny called,Jason dada said he's not coming.So i went to canteen to have lunch with Binny.Then Jason dad came.Bla bla bla then we went to class.

This is the second time having class with Binny,very happy.Hmmm maybe lately i got very close to him lor other than Lynn.Its good though,at least there's someone there for me,not like some people who picks friends to be in group with.Binny was shocked but for me,i actually already expected it,so long ago.

This fashion communication class is very fun plus its Ms. Lynnette class.We have some acting in class too.Is like a comparison of the differences in action and verbal between a good girl and a party animal that fancy a guy.Definitely i'll be the party animal character but i have to act a part as a good girl because my group members some are shy and some don't know how to.So while i'm acting as the good girl part,when i walk out the lecturer straight away said that i looks like a naughty girl more than a good girl,everyone laughed.Well the acting was hilarious!We had fun.Its really fun.

Unforgettable Bali

For the first time of my life,of all the places and countries i've been,Bali is the place where i got the feeling of extending my stay so eagerly and earnestly and even thought of not coming back to Malaysia again.I love the sun!I love the night!I love the shopping!I love the waves!I love the company!

Here's the trip goes....

On the 26th went to fetch Jie,Jenny and Shirlene.They reached KL about 3pm.Me and Be rushed from 1pm+ from Setapak to Puchong then to Puduraya.After fetching them,we went to Pearl International Hotel at old klang road to check in and put our bags.Be went back office to attend meeting at 430 so he left us at the hotel.So we went Midvalley to change currency and get some stuff since we still got time till mummy and yiyi reach.About 7pm Be came and fetch us back to hotel and meet mum and yiyi up for dinner.We went Brickfields there to a Woolan Restaurant for dinner.Nice food.So after dinner we went back hotel.

27th-We woke up about 9am or 10am.Get groomed and get ready to leave.Went to the porridge shop again as we always go there for brunch everytime we stayed that hotel.Be came and joined us cos he need to fetch us to the airport.So after brunch,everyone got so excited and went to LCCT to catch our flight at 440pm.So bla bla bla,Be went off and we went in waiting for boarding.When we're waiting,there's this american guy walk by and give me that smile and i was like "huh?????" but i did smiled back la.So happened that our flight was delayed to 8pm!!!WTF!!!!!I went to asked them "why?" and they said one of their plane had problems.But luckily they said they going to serve us McD as refreshments.So i walked back to where i sit and the american guy came and ask if we're going to Bali also.He also asked if i'm a american because i sounds like one.Hahahaha funny..so i told him i'm a Malaysian and he said i got the accent.After awhile he came and sat at the back row of my seat next to mummy.Scared me and Jenny.He talked to mum.I got so shy and i don't know what to talk to him and i just kept quiet.So after awhile he went off.We went to take a walk but the freaking Air Asia airport only got 2 stores and a cafe.We bought some cheese cakes and muffins from the cafe to munch.Everyone is like doing their own things,i'm listening to MP3,mum was reading,Shirlene was massaging yiyi,Jie taking her nap and Jenny was playing with her handphone.I slept for awhile in my sitting position.I can sleep anywhere any position hahaha...About 730pm,they gave us our refreshments.Everyone is like hungry ghost like that.I haven't even finish my burger and drink and they called for boarding already.Boarded on the plane mostt of it was taken then there's a places next to that american guy and he asked me to sit with him.So we talked quite alot.Oh yea!his name is Spencer and he's 21 from California.Didn't get to take picture with him so erm...he looks like the lead singer of the Rooster.

We reached Bali also 11pm+ already.Suprisingly the wind is cold.We got airport transfer to the hotel.Its late and we were tired so we just went out for late dinner.Every restaurant was closed only left Apache,where we ate.The night life there is so 'Wow!'.Fun!But too tired already so didn't go.Damn AirAsia!wasted our time!!!!!!!!Errrrrrrgggggghhhh!!!!!!!!!If i got the money,i sure sue them for wasting our time one!

28th-Woke up 830am because they wana go for breakfast except for me.I'm not a breakfast person.So get ready and went shopping.Did manicure and pedicure for 50000rp which is Rm20.

Bought a tube dress for Rm8,a cowboy hat for Rm16,necklace for Rm6 and slippers for Rm8.Omg!there's so many handsome dudes around...so much compared to Bangkok!!!We see until our eyes also blur.A lot of surfing shops around.After tired of shopping at Discovery Mall,we actually wanted to go for massage but i don't want,i want to go to the beach.Even Jenny and Shirlene also.Go to Bali must go to the beach.So we find our way to the beach and we walked through a place,i think its a graveyard but there's people walking that way to the beach also so we don't care la as long as we respect them.We were so excited to see the beach,the waves and the people.

And we become aliens or superstar to all the local indonesian highschool students.Why?Because they followed us around when we walked at the beach and took pictures with us.One group after another and we felt so weird,everyone is looking at us.We walked about the end of the beach and we sat down for awhile and lied down.This few local people so sat behind us trying to take our pictures without our permission!Omg!Although i'm wearing bikini but there's so many other ladies who wears bikini too and why are they stalking us.WEIRD!So we decided to go back to the hotel.We shopped around at the Poppies Lane.I bought my dress there and 3 of them bought 3 pairs of fake branded shades for 70000rp and its like Rm28!!!Damn cheap weh..even Bangkok also cannot get so cheap.Whites there are really friendly and funny.While shopping in the afternoon,when i'm else where in a shop,Jie,Jenny and Shirlene were asked to take pictures with some guy from don't-know-where and invite them to go clubbing together.And while at the way back to hotel after shopping at Poppies Lane,so many guys do some funny faces to me and us,some greet us and there's some who saw us from a shop while we are walking rushing out and calling 'hey!cowboy..don't go!',i'm wearing the cowboy hat that time.Hahahaha real funny...but we like it.Spencer called me and asked me to meet him out and go clubbing with him.So after massage at a nice environment which only cost us 50000rp for foot massage and 60000rp for traditional whole body massage,we went Maxi to have pizza and soups and the time its about 1opm and I need to meet Spencer up at 1030pm at Macaroni.So 1030 sharp i went over to Macaroni to tell Spencer i have to meet him somewhere else later.

After that I went to SkyLounge to meet Spencer up.Its a nice and glam place.We wanted to go over to Bounty's but have to wait for the 3 girls to make up so we waited at the SkyLounge cafe.He buy me a beer.And that's the first time i tried Bintang beer.Its nice and smooth.So we talked for awhile then we walked over to Bounty's holding our beer.We played pool at Bounty.We saw a guy that looks like a model and he also looks like the new 'Superman'.Jie got to know an australian guy but he seems annoying and we tried to run away from him and we went up to the dance floor at 3rd floor.It was crowded.Their cocktails are very special and i love their Red Illusions which is 30000rp,for a long cilinder tupperware bottle.They played house music,i don't quite like house music but still fine for me.Its so different to club here in Bali especially which so many ang mohs around,not like here in Malaysia;you only dance with people you know or with who you come with and you won't simply grab people to dance with back here in Malaysia,one word 'not friendly enough'.No offence.We left about 3 something to 4am cos Jie wana take her bath and sleep cos we need to wake up about 8am to go for city tour.

29th-Woke up about 830am when mum and all went for breakfast.Changed and make up.And set we go to lobby and wait for the man to fetch us.Bali was having a celebration but don't know what is it about.So in the street you can see a lot of this kind of things.First destination is Tanah Lot Temple.Asked a china young chap to help take picture of 6 of us.Then he took pictures with us also and then we get to know him.He's a business man,only 23 years old.He took our email and he sent me this picture that we took with him.After that we went to Monkey Forest,i tell u..i was so scared!!!Actually all of us was scared,with our hands wide open to show that we got no food so the monkey won't come for us.

The whole trip was just raining and cloudy all day.Its just so-not-Bali at all.I wonder if when i tell people i come to Bali and its cold people will laugh at me or not.So i bought a sarong at the stall at Monkey Forest for 20000rp which equals to Rm8.So right after that we went up the hill to have lunch.Its cold weh..But the food is nice. we went Bedugul Temple to see the temple in the center of the lake and mountain around it.Very nice and cold.We saw two japanese/korean guys,one looks friendly another one looks cocky.We kept on talking and scolding that cocky fella because he's just so cocky!Wanted to try and asked him see how he reacts when we asked him to help us take pictures but we ended didn't ask him cos no one wana look at his face. So after that we went to a market.We called it Kea Farm Cameron Highland Bali.I bought a lot of necklaces here.Very cheap!Damn cheap!I bought about 10pieces of necklaces.And we saw a stall selling little rabbits,so cute!!!Omg!How i wish i can buy them and bring them back here to Malaysia. After that,our tour guide,Mario recommend us to his friend's spa.We can get cheaper deal if he bring us there.SO we went there to negotiate and we got Rm100 for the spa treatment.The place is very nice,very exotic and relaxing.Our appointment is at 1030pm so we went to Jimbaran for seafood at the beach while watching the sun set.Hoooo!Nice babe...amazing!Romantic....The waiter said that this is the best sunset scene where the sun set and the moon appear at the other side of the sky.

They got live band somemore.You can request song that you wanna listen.They can even sing spanish,chinese and so much more other than english songs even though they are Balinese.Waiters there are so friendly some looks cute too.They call every ladies 'darling'.We saw quite a few groups of Malaysian there as well but we didn't act like when sakai see another sakai la.So after that we went to Discovery Mall again before heading to spa.I found a black corset which can wear it out.Very nice but the cup there very sharp..like fake boobs like that.Its about Rm80+.I bought my new wallet there for only less than Rm20.So after that we went to spa.

The treatment and massage was not bad.I'm in the same room with Shirlene and we were both naked..Hahahahaha..We kept on laughing cos we were both shivering when they apply the body polish for us.When we finished is already 1230am and i still want to go clubbing.Quickly went back to hotel.There's a crawl at Legian street not far from our hotel so i decided to get down from the car and walk cos i need to change and do a little make up to go clubbing.At first Jie don't want to go because she's tired but i got so happy when all of them are going with me except for the two elder ladies.Well,the clubbing was not that fun like the first time and maybe its friday night so there's a lot of local guys which is very annoying.We saw a fight but luckily is a not very serious one.We left about 2am plus.Before that we sat downstairs cos we still don't feel like going back and there's this guy came to us and ask if anyone of us can go in to the pool of foam there as they were having foam party there.That guy is on a bet of getting a girl into the pool.But we rejected him eventhough i'm in my bikini,foam makes the skin feel sticky and i don't like it plus he's the one who got the money not me so what for.And then this australian guy came to talked to us and asked if we are Japanese and i said yes.He doubted i guess because my english was too good for a japanese so i said i'm in the international school(but even a japanese in the international school won't sound like that) so that's why he seems to suspect.So i'm talking to him because i said i'm the one among them who are good in english and i said we were from Hokkaido..hahahahaha!Really funny..i purposely asked Shirlene things in Japanese slang.

30th-We were so happy when we see the sun today.We check out and get ready to go to the beach for sun bathing.It was sunny.So nice..so hot but yet the wind is cooling.We went to the sea and played with the waves.Its so fun!

We tried their mee goreng at the stall at the beach.Maybe we were hungry,its nice!I'm so happy to get the tan that i want.Not too dark like those ugly arrogant Koreans that lying at the back of us.We have to be back at the hotel about 530pm.SO after the mee goreng we left to Poppies Lane 2 to do some shopping.I bought more necklaces,bought a boardshorts,a tube dress and a evening dress which is only Rm12.I wanted to buy more cos i still left some money but too bad we had to leave.How i wish i can extend.Not only me but all of us.Sigh...we were so sad when we were at the airport.We even wanted to cry.

Coincidently,i saw my senior from college.She got her hair braided but not tanned.Stupid right?and yet she's complaining she got gark already.My goodness.Typical chinese girl.No offence.

Saw this two little kids.Very cute...played with them on board cos they sitting at the front seat.They are from Melbourne.So that's the end of Bali trip.We're planning to go again backpacking for at least 14days next time hahahahaha so have to save money now.